Love Letter to God Called Treasures

I'm uncomfortable, my world seems like the pieces aren't fitting together.

I wish I could go back to those days when I felt in control.

The days when I was so filled with love.

I'm in a storm; I know it will pass.

God will never let me down.

Something tries to make me not believe it, but I know as soon as I give in to that something, which I won't even give the satisfaction to naming his name, I'll miss what God is trying to do.

I want to be engulfed with strength, hope, love, energy, comfort and endurance.

Well what do you know, light bulb!!

I already have it deep down in my soul.

God had already promised to fill me with these things.

All I have to do is dig, deep down for those things.

The best treasures are buried.

I will dig, dig, dig and dig.

Move that filthy nasty, dirt out of the way.

And oh my God!

There it is my shiny treasure.

Strength, hope, love, energy, comfort and endurance, that's going to help me through the storm.