Love Renewed

I want to come see you
But I'm feeling scared
I don't know how things will be
After the last time we shared

The only fear I ever have
Is the fear of the unknown
And I don't know how it'll be
After what you have shown

Is it only in my head
A memory twisted around
Or was it real and true
Something lost, again found

I don't know if I want to know
It scares the hell out of me
Already I am struggling
And I don't want you to see

I don't know if I can fake
What I really think or feel
I don't know if I can hide
What I feel is so real