Love Sick

Love is on my mind,

I miss you more than I can stand,

but yet I will continue to go on.

I cry every time I think of you,

I die inside like a ship that has lost its sail,

I yearn for you more than life itself,

But yet I must go on.

What was going through my head at the time?

What is it about you that I continue to cry?

Why is it that no one means as much to me,

as you do right now?

How come this seems so different?

How come my life has changed?

How come when I want to say I hate you,

i don't, because I know I'd regret it.

How come love hurts so much?

When will my pain end?

Why am I going insane?

Why when I say I love you,

the pain is there again.

Why when I say I'm leaving,

I start to cry again?

Why is this so hard,

when before i did it for a game?

Why is it that you are crying

and I am doing the same?

Where are these feelings coming from?

Why is this so hard?

Why is my heart bleeding?

When will I sing again?

Can you understand me?

Do you feel my pain?

Can I have my love back,

can things be the same?

Maybe it was all me,

maybe I should change.

Maybe I should grow up,

shall I be reborn again?

What is all of this in my head?

What is the difference between now

and what used to be?

Where did I go wrong?

Please forgive me,

I am so sorry that I was the cause of your pain.

I am so sorry that it will be hard to love again.

It was me the whole time,

I was not seeing my wrongs.

It was me the whole time,

I did not understand.

I was too busy looking for your wrongs,

it was me, I suppose.

It was me, there I'm done.

It was me and I am sorry,

it was me now I'm gone!