Lucky Me

People looking but they don't know my pain,

My brain hurts from all the thoughts,

good and bad,

I think about dad,

I think about being one and having one,

Daughter no son,

Shot but know gun,
(Get it)

I never want to hurt anybody,

But I don't want to be hurt either,

What ever happens will happen,

But I want mom to be proud,

No jail time,

No hail time,

I love these rhymes,

Can't trust the art these days,

People praise the wrong ones,

Laugh at the others,

My flow is something I made up,

Didn't borrow it from a sister are brother,

I feel that I have something,

I'm trying to plant a seed,

Even if I don't see it grow,

Someone out there will know,

The stress is bad trying to make it,

If the door don't open I'll just break it.