Memories and Thoughts

I'm getting very tired,

Sleepy and worn out,

I feel jaded and a tad bit hated,

This is becoming too much,

That's how I know change is coming,

I don't know what to do,

But I know how to fight,

I can keep it up,

But I don't want too,

I want to give up and just chill,

But I will myself to keep it moving,

I don't feel anything improving,

Nothing is more soothing then expressing myself,

It's good for my health,

I give it away for free,

No wealth,

I feel like I'm in stealth mode sometimes, because they want me silent,

I can't do that, so I get it out the only way I can,

Life is short,

I don't ever want to part with my memories and thoughts.