Miraculous Lord. Part (4)

In one of these articles, I told of how I was "miraculously" cured of addiction. My "salvation," was to believe that I was pulling a con on a "con," back in 1975. Being aware of the Judeo version of a supreme God, after it healed me and gave me life again, I began to question all that is written. After all, if I was to be it's witness, I had to understand why there are so many discrepancies in it's nature, didn't I? Since the accident, everything I had prayed for, came about. Addictions disappeared, I met a woman I married 8 months later, got a high paying job, yet, something didn't seem right. What had I ever done to deserve the attention of the Almighty creator, and even more confusing, why was it blessing me with all my desires?

So as not to confused the "real" miracles of the Lord of heaven I received later, I just want to clarify the devil loves to deceive. A year and a half passed after the accident and I began to question this God. All I had ever been before the accident was a selfish, self centered, mean, addicted, hateful person. I cared little for myself, much less anyone else. Rotten to the core, so why all the attention? I had no addictions, money, a pretty woman for a wife, yet still felt empty inside, like a vessel without a soul. I should not have questioned this God, for it made itself known one night, "coming" before my wife then and myself in the form of a "cat." It is when I knew that the one conned was not him, but "me." If you have ever been in the presence of the devil you would know that this entity over powers you by making you totally paralyzed, except for your eyes which can move. This "cat," has eyes of fire, yellow, and opening the door, came into the house we were living in. As it prowled around, my wife was terrified, as was I, as it kept staring at us.Slowly, it went into the kitchen, came back into the dining area, took one look at us and went back out the door. After that day, my addictions returned, and everything began to fall apart. Marriage, finances, "everything."

Most never meet the devil, and most deny he exists. This entity likes to portray himself as the Lord in heaven, when he is "not " him. For the next five and a half years, life was pure hell for refusing to do it's will and questioning it. The "witness" it wanted, was not for the one of heaven, but as the God of this world. What he wanted was someone to declare that "he" was more powerful that the one of heaven. In the five and a half years, I kept refusing him, he took everything from me. Not just what he had given, but took much, much more. Of course, I was rewarded years later by the Lord of heaven, but still, for years I wondered what was so important about me that got the devil to try to con me into serving him. I have had a Psychologist friend of mine tell me, that most people go crazy after going through less than a tenth of what I have been through. It wasn't until close to twenty years ago that I understood what the devil was after. It is the research and works the devil "feared." Works, he wished to "stop."

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