Misery Follows Me
Again I ask the question why me
Haven't I suffered enough
Had enough pain in my short life
Shouldn't there be an overhead on those things
What is so special about me...
That they feel the need to knock be down over and over again
Aren't the nightmares of my past enough
The constant panic attacks enough
The "bodies memories" or phantom pains
Guess not they have to beat my self-esteem even lower
I thought I'd reach the low of esteem
But again I was wrong
Is misery following me?
It's not like I'm super gorgeous
Or really smart
I just don't understand it
Usually people single out the owns they're jealous of
What in the world do they have to be jealous of me
I have no job, no college degree, no future at the moment...
Why why why
Published by Casey
I'm 24 years old, I live with my fiance, Jake and our two dogs Lakota and Katie. I'm a full time union laborer and working, fishing and hunting every spare moment. View profile
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Post a CommentCasey, I really hope things get better for you. Hang in there!
Deeply cathartic. I hope it's cleansing too.