Inner Thoughts

1. I'll Be Alright

2.My 1st Poem

3.My Prayers

4.Work

5. OK

6. Oh No

7. Can I Be Honest With You

8. Yes I Cry.

9. Monster

10. All Me

11. All Bite

12. Still Glowing

13. Solve Them

14. I Don't Hide It

15. How Long

1. I'll Be Alright

Thank You for your love,

I appreciate you,

I thank God for life,

It is so short and short and you never know when it's over,

I feel older,

But I'm still young,

I know I am blessed,

I feel that I am blessed,

If I had to confess all my wrongs,

There would not be enough time to list them all,

So yes I fall,

But with only the help of God who was always there I get back up,

I get scared sometimes,

I shouldn't I need stronger faith,

I'm working on that,

I can't act like I do the right thing always,

I have my days,

I also have my nights,

I think as long as I continue too fight I'll be alright.

2. My 1st Poem

My 1st Poem

The Moon is like a Flashlight

and the Sun turns is on.

3. My Prayers

Do I care if they know some of my inner thoughts,

Well, no matter how deep you think you go,

You only give the rated "PG-13" version just for show,

You and I know that most people are too complex for anyone but God too truly understand them,

If I'm talking too him sometimes I don't care if they listen,

It's so obvious that without God somethings missing,

I know everyone is worth fixing,

It's all the same recipe just a different mixing,

I love God and I'm sure I need him,

Some might not believe in God,

Well, thats why I said "I" Love God,

I don't even know you,

But don't judge me because I know God is my father and he is my Sun,

That's just me,

I do things myself I disagree with,

But I'm human and I "SIN",

I don't do anything that would put me in jail,

But I never want too do anything that would put me in hell,

I know I can't fail with God in my lfe,

I'm trying everyday too get better,

Trying too learn and grow,

So I pray!,

My Prayers..

4. Work

Work never ends,

Some work no play,

All depends!

5. OK

Ok cool thoughts and sunny days,

Day time naps and chilling out,

Peaceful walks no threats around,

Only sound is laughter

6. Oh No!

Oh no!

Here we go why can't I just live,

Maybe I don't give enough,

I waste too much time,

Trying too survive is no crime,

God is good.

7. Can I Be Honest With You

Can I be honest with you?

Why am I even asking?

Times are very hard right now and it's crazy how long it's lasting,

Money doesn't rule everything,

But it is bringing me horrible pain,

The strain of bills can almost kill you,

Maybe a financially stable person can't relate,

Ask a broke person they'll tell you it's true,

Money can't make me happy and it can't solve my problems,

What it can do is take away some stress,

I must confess I think about money often,

Not in a bad way I just want to pay my bills,

I don't want to show off,

People can still think I'm broke i wouldn't care,

I also wouldn't dare come too you just about money,

It' funny how life goes in circles,

What was done too you, you unconsciously do it too others,

What went around came back fast,

It came back with a big crash,

That crash shattered my heart.

8.Where I'm At

This is the start of something new,

I see you looking,

I notice the stares,

If for one second you think I care,

Think again,

I'm "Sin",

You sin no oneis perfect,

So you judging me is the least of my worries,

My head hurts things are blurry,

In this flurry of life bad things happen,

I have been a victim and the oppisite,

So have you,

Don't act like its not true ,

I see you for everythig you are,

I'm sure you can say the same for me,

But see I know that,

I might not be where I want to be,

But I know where I'm at!

9."Yes I Cry"

I cried so many nights for you,

I cried for answers,

I cried for truth,

Do tears make you weak?

If they do then I've been weak way more than a time or two,

It's those times I wish I only knew,

Young and dumb is always the 1st excuse,

The second is mistakes in life,

And the third excuse can go so many ways,

I've cried because the good days seem too fly by,

But the bad days seem too never leave,

I've grieved over people who are still around,

This life will bring you down,

Time and chance,

Wrong decisions,

Good Decisions,

Oh God!

This life,

So yes I cry!

9. Monster

I'm a dog,

I'm a beast,

I'm nothing but a problem!

10. All Me

Crime is up,

Economy down,

I just go round and round,

Forget this town,

No work,

No money,

No fun,

I should be done,

No son,

Winner?

Never won,

Jesus!

I'm trying to keep it together,

Get my soul right,

My mind right,

Keep my life tight,

In spite of the pain the devil can't break me,

I'm a struggler,

Part hustler,

All me!

11. All Bite

What's going to happen?

Keep hoping,

No keep praying,

I'm staying,

Move me,

It's going to be a fight,

I better win,

Sin!

Yes that's what I do,

You do too,

We all do,

But I try to stay true to the right way,

I pray I can fight the "Good Fight",

No more bark from me,

All bite!

12. Still Glowing

I won't give up,

You can't make me stop,

What's the point?

Sometimes I don't even know,

I've taken some hard hits,

And I've thrown my fits,

But with every hit I got stronger,

And I pray the longer I live the better I get,

I could quit and just give in,

Stop caring because there's no hope,

That's not going to happen,

I just can't it's not in me,

I got to keep going,

Keep trying,

SO they can keep knowing,

That even in dark times I'm still glowing!

13. Solve Them

Sometimes things just go so bad,

No money, no gas,

No car for the gas,

I need a free pass,

"Struggle"! Dam how long do you last,

You getting on my last nerve,

I have to be thankful for a job I can't stand, because the economy bad,

I have to be a super hero and a dad,

It's harder to do right then wrong,

But I could slip and trip and go to prison,

Get lazy and come up missing,

I love my life, I hate my problems,

Now how do I solve them?

14. I Don't Hide It

No I'm not!

Hell yeah its hot,

I got caught off guard,

This here is hard,

Bills and more bills,

Skills don't matter, cause who's hiring?

The hell if I know, But I got to go,

This might be it,

Can't give up,

Can't quit, I wish I could,

A lazy person told me I should,

Too hood? No too deep,

Peep the thoughts,

Me depressed? Hell no!

Stressed and broke more like it,

I show my emotions,

I don't hide it.

15. How Long

My love where are you?

Where's your heart?

Your mind has wondered,

I think you lost focus,

I'm just maintaining,

Yeah its raining and your the sun,

No more fun just work and stress,

No more test,

I either failed them all or never had a chance,

The first and last dance,

Where's my big break,

Your gone but I can't just break,

I stay strong,

But for how long?