My Easter

I woke up and it is Easter. The day is not spectacular, it is in fact dreary. It is less than ordinary. And the reason I defined it that way is because the perception of beauty is usually dependent on how we feel. Today, I feel lonely.

I lost my mobile phone yesterday. It was not one of the latest , very expensive models but it means a lot to me. My phone has been a witness of my struggles being a believer in love. Mind you, I do not give up that easily when it comes to love. I do love my mobile phone. In fact, I treasure it so much that if only it is within my capacity I would bring it back to me. If the strength of my will is powerful enough I could have willed my mobile phone to appear in front of me wherever I go, whenever I want to.

Yesterday, I broke my heart. And like any other things broken it is not healed nor mended right away especially if the cause of the pain is the loss of something so dear to you. Love in its entirety is what is essential to me. The bearers of love may not always be cupid, meaning they may not always be true to their cause. In short, they can be gone in a wink of an eye and leave you broken hearted. Thus, my situation.

My mobile phone may not be a living thing, a person who has a choice but it is a bearer of love in its own way. I am not sure when my grieving will end. I cannot even begin to imagine how I would feel if I lose a boyfriend. I think it would be very horrifying. Just knowing that the person whom I have bestowed all my love and attention has forgotten all about our relationship, there is a chance I might snap. Hopefully, I will not.

Today is Easter. The day entails a lot of celebration brought about by the resurrection of Christ. In our hearts we welcome the certainty of a life beyond death. I may not be feeling joyful due to the loss of my mobile phone but I know that everything heals in the passing of time. My heart is full of hope that I will not lose sight of the love of Christ. The only love that matters so much being the source of the entity itself. Happy Easter.