For six months I didn't know anything and wasn't really expected to. My job was to do what I was told and look scared, which I did fairly well. All along I knew that stripe was coming and I could hardly wait! I'd have something else on my uniform besides my name tag. I would get a raise in pay and finally get some respect. I figured that stripe would show people that I had some experience under my belt and I was seasoned.
Those last few days before my promotion seemed to move at the speed of evolution. Hours stretched on forever and I began to wonder if it was ever going to happen. Then it finally did. I was sitting in my work center, trying hard to do something or other that everyone else around me did with ease when my supervisor said we had to take a little trip. He drove me to the orderly room and ushered me into the commander's office. Inside was the commander and about a dozen other people, but I felt like there were hundreds of people in that room. I knew, in the grand scheme of things, that receiving an Airman's stripe was no big deal, but I felt like I was being promoted to the rank of "Somebody". After all, I was really just a kid and had never been promoted to anything before.
Someone called the room to attention and read off my promotion letter while the commander presented me with my very first set of stripes! I couldn't believe that someone as important as a lieutenant colonel could be bothered with someone so insignificant. I mean, he was a squadron commander and I was some boob who didn't even have a stripe on his sleeve, yet. But there he was, congratulating me on working so diligently and bringing honor upon the unit and my family. It might have only been one scrawny stripe stitched across my arm, but it felt like the Medal of Honor to me at the time.
There was a round of congratulations from the small crowd then it was back to work for this brand new Airman! It didn't take long for things to settle back to normal; after all I was still the lowest ranking person in the office. I still had to clean the bathrooms and empty the trash, but now I was doing it with a stripe on my sleeve. I was also earning a little more money for it.
Over the next few weeks, I began to notice that I was being held to a slightly higher standard than previously. Mistakes that were excused before were now met with an arched eyebrow and the question "Is that how an Airman is supposed to do that?" That's when it occurred to me that every stripe I earned after that would mean more responsibility. They would also mean that higher expectations would be held for me and if I wanted anymore stripes I would have to earn them every day.
Over the course of nearly 18 years, I have earned a few more stripes. Each one has brought a little of that excitement like the first one. They've also brought a lot more responsibility and sometimes almost unattainable expectations. No matter what they've brought me, none of them has meant as much as that first one did. I still have that first stripe, too. I keep it in a box in my closet. Every couple of years I take it out and look at it. It reminds me where I came from and helps me keep perspective on where I'm going. Over the years it has become more than just a stripe. It has become my compass.
Published by Mark Murphy
I'm just a regular joe that occasionally likes to write View profile
- Survey: Some Air Force Women Experiencing PTSD Symptoms and Work-Family ConflictsResearcher noted that despite the stress of serving in a long conflict where multiple deployments are a very real possibility, the high number of Air Force women intending to stay in the military speaks of the level o...
Barksdale Air Force Base Air ShowFollowing a tragic crash, 21 April 2007, of a member of the Blue Angel's, award winning pilots, the Thunderbirds, the Air Force constituent of the Navy's Blue Angels, completed...- Student-built Satellite Sending Signals from Space to Air Force AcademyFalcon-Sat III, the latest space project for the Air Force Academy, is up and sending signals from space, and students are busy debugging software and finding out how their creation works in orbit.
Offutt Air Force Base is Omaha Nebraska's Open Military SecretWhile it is known that Offutt Air Force Base near Omaha Nebraska is a military base, it is not well know that it has been the subject of protest since the 1970's.
TV's Jeopardy to Mark Air Force Anniversary September 27In late September, the perennial hit game show Jeopardy will help the US Air Force mark its 60th anniversary with video clues taped during a USO trip by host Alex Trebeck to Jap...
- Airman Jose Cossio Pleads Guilty of Creating False Military Website
- Analyzing the Yusunian Airman Creed
- Follow-up on Air Force One Photo-Op Over New York City Which Resulted in Panicked...
- The Air Force and What to Know Before Joining
- The Military Service of the Presidents
- Air Force Embarrasses Houston with a Dominant Performance on the Ground
- Air Force Aids California Firefighting
