My Life Too Busy?

2:00 I have a part time bartender interview
A profession I wanted to stay away from, leave
Finances however, anything right now will do
Shouldn't be too hard on sciatica, I believe
3:00 I have another one too
Any position with them will do

6:00 my first college class
Introduction to Business, before I've taken
Shouldn't be a problem to pass
An updated version, if I'm not mistaking

"Tomorrow brings too much to your plate
Too many feelings, anxiously creating
When they days over, too tired to elate
You worry over small things, debating.
The smallest things in life freak you out
Worries you shouldn't have, I do doubt."

Here for you is my reply
As to who I am and why!

The complex aspects of my life
Daily I do create in strife
Within my personal being
To me, it is freeing

Many say I wear myself thin?
Keeping at bay, the depression within
A schedule I make regularly before the next day
Too much I create some might say

Running from spare time, I do best
Otherwise worry would control me, I confess
Evading all the useless feelings my mind does create
Allowing an end to a busy day, I can elate
When ten o'clock tomorrow draws near
Relaxation to me will finally appear

At this point, my mind will be exhausted for sure
No worries will slide into my mind and endure
Making my life to me, perfectly fine
To you, understanding; a thin line

Just relax, take me as I am today
If still you cannot understand
Pack your things, walk away
A change, not yours to demand

I know spare time and I don't do well
All the day long I will dwell
Therefore maybe I run from these emotions
Filling my day with all commotions

For no one shall I change
My daily schedule I will still arrange
Accept it as a part of me
That completes me, makes me happy

Filling every day with experiences
Taking from all the instances
Something educational to my brain
From everything, something I gain
Why wouldn't someone appreciate what I do
All the little life lessons I learn for you
My world full of useless information
What most don't care is my inspiration

Maybe now you might understand
Why I am the person I am