My Sunshine

you are my sunshine
my only sunshine
you make me happy when skies are gray
you do not know dear
how much i love you
please don't take my sunshine away

you are my sunshine
but you left
you left to follow your dreams
you left me here in gray skies

i'm sorry
i didn't mean to let you go
i really can't live without you
because you really are
my only sunshine

i pretended i didn't need you
i thought i didn't
but i catch myself
talking aloud
pretending it's you

and i want to do is fly to london , tell you I'm sorry tell you that I fucked up, that all i have ever wanted is you. I can't stop thinking about you. Every man i pretend is you, Everyday i stare at my phone hoping you'll call but you won't.

so i'll get a tattoo
of a sun
to pretend you will always be with me
even when you aren't.

because right now I'm living in this fantasy
in my mind
we'll get back together
you'll love me again
we'll be happy
just like i planned

but that's so fucked up
because you aren't coming back
but you will forever be
my sunshine