Never Mine

You where just a silly crush.

I don't understand how you pulled me into this horrible state I'm in.

Your stupid charm.

Your stupid lies.

Why did you have to act so nice?

Why did you have to be in my life?

Why did you look at me with those eyes, those eyes of love that wasn't mine?

How could I believe you loved me!

It's not all that easy for me, but still I'll let go like its nothing, 'cuz the truth is you were never mine to begin with.

Because the fact is that what we had was no meaningful relationship.

The long talks at night, the butterflies, the smiles, the glisten in your eyes, not even the heartbreaking goodbyes.

The fact of it all is that you were never mine.

The sad thing is that I still lay awake at night, my heart still trembles, and my eyes still cry.

I'm still filled with grief inside and I can't figure out why when I know that you were never mine.