Nightmare of a Lost Soul

i walk this mortal earth with tears, that shatter stars with edges deep,
Swimming in the shadows below, Crying, screaming, deliver me,
I sit in beauty that's unreal, beyond the looking glass, a whore ,
I sing the lullabies of numbness, goodbye to everyone i knew before,
Drown away the sorrows, with drugs that make me sleep for days,
I see things that aren't real to you, it Could just be the haze,
I'm running down this empty hall, the darkness lurks beneath,
it seems that i am falling, and there's blood beside my feet,
My wrists are cut and I am weak, My body shakes...Collapse,
Here i am, this big white room, where all around I hear this laugh,
A thief of life, condemned by darkness, bleeding out my fears,
falling into emptiness, drowning in my tears,
sorrows singing empty lies, where shadows of demons lay,
inside my final casket of black roses, where i will fade away,
evanescence will be memories, breathing here, will cease,
wishing on the broken stars, demise will be my peace.