No One Wins

Check me out right here,
Stop time,
Can I do that?
They want to attack me while my back is turned,
I learned not to trust anyone but God,
It hurts I have to feel that way,
That's so messed up I pray I don't always have to be that way,
God is the only one you can truly trust but I want to have confidence in others someday,
The people I thought were sane turned out to be crazy,
The ones I thought were hard workers I found to be lazy,
Smoke got my mind all hazy,
Don't judge just understand,
Working with the hand you were giving can be painful sometimes,
Like wow how the hell did I get this life?
That's not being ungrateful that's just being human,
If that's a "Sin" then none of us "WIN".