Nobody Wants to Walk in Her Shoes.

Jamie is a beautiful, young, vibrant woman. Her appearance is striking! Women hate to hate her, and men love to love her. She is always a sight to see and well put together like a fine peace of art. You can see that she takes time on herself, making sure there's not a single hair out of place. She wears very little make up, as she appreciates here natural beauty. Her outfits look like they were created, only for her to wear on a body that never to be forgotten. She just stood out and demanded attention. She knew that she was the cats meow! It made her feel really good to know that people saw her and liked her. It was important that she knew that people like her. Jamie would hate to admit, but she would be able to maintain her esteem if it were not for the attention she received from others and not her. Jamie did not think as highly of herself as she had wanted people she believed she did, that's why she catered more to her outer man than her inner man.

Jamie had a hard up bringing. She was fortunate to kind of move past her past, but a lot of the ugly bitter feelings followed her. It was obvious to most people that she was troubled but her good out weighed her bad. You could by her attitude and they way she responded under certain circumstances, that she was a tough cookie, but she was oh so appealing. She intimidated many women, because men were memorized and captivated by her attractiveness. They talked about her behind her back, and often made up vicious lies trying to persuade people not to like her. None of that mattered though because she could understand why they didn't like her, being that she didn't like herself. She sometimes purposely, made them jealous so that they could have even more of a reason to dislike her. She felt that they were saying things that she was unable to admit to herself. So the more they hated on her the worse she would feel about herself. On the other hand, she could always depend on the guys to redeem her. All they saw was the physical beauty, the shell, but never what was beneath. She didn't want them too, so she allowed them to bring down her value, downsize her worth. But she ran with it. All her relationships were never really serious she knew that most guys only wanted her for one thing. Her friendships came to abrupt ends, after always being accused of wanting someone else's man.

All Jamie wanted was to be loved and respected by her self first and then everyone else. She knew where she had come from, her regrets, her mishaps, her failures, her shortcomings, etc... These instances are where the attributes that shape her thought processed derived. She covers her scars with the makeup of her sexuality. She can not share her pain as well as she does her appeal. People may not want to go where she's been but she can convince them to be where she is.