Not Just a Thought

You're not just a thought.
You're a feeling curiously close to me.
You're an unexplainable emotion that stirs my dreams and fantasies.
A secret desperate for escape, but knows better.
You're a memory inscribed with bliss.
Thoughts don't feel like this.
You're an embrace of longing comfort.
You keep me close enough to push me away.
You make me crave.
Like a long summer without rain, you're inviting.
You tease me with your touch, it never last long enough.
Like a peasant to a king, or a fish to a bird, somethings aren't meant to be.
The loneliness overwhelms me, because there is no such thing as a fairytale ending.
You're not just a thought, thoughts don't feel like this.