Not Quite Crazy

I'm not crazy, yet not quite sane
I fall apart when you moan my name
You fill me up, then let me fall
But I'm not sure you know at all
This love is stronger than yesterday
But I won't tell you - what would I say?
I keep it locked inside my heart
And desperately try to play my part
Smile and laugh, casually cool
I feel like a goddamned fool
I replay your words inside my mind
Not quite sure what I hope to find
I know I'm strong, but I feel weak
Broken up, I try to speak
I make no sense so I leave the house
Sit at the park and cry and write
Hoping soon I'll be alright
I'm not quite crazy, yet not quite sane
I sit alone and whisper your name