Obsessed

the best choices are the only desired ones

the best ideas are indicators of the best that is yet to come

tales are told when a legend was created

an old story which may or may not be true

handed down from the future

a legend

short stories collected

a legend, a famous person

an inscription or a key

a legendary organization

a traditional woman healer

a traditional white healer

a black & white healer

a tarot card dealer

gathering evidence

large enough to use as indisputable proof

for future use

according to this type of existence

a woman can be kept for two reasons

cooking & cleaning

a confession:

I am like a cook

I pick the pot

I pick the ingredients

I add them to the pot

when everything is well & ready

well & cooked

I will dish out

then I will wash the pot

for future references

an essential tool

a woman

cooked & cleaned a confession out of a pot

a complexion

introducing an ancestral state

to nature a human constitution

created my own nature

a confession:

you told me that you are waiting

for your mother to crossover

so that you can get married

you are already over 50

unless you have found

the fountain of youth

in the holy grail it has been hidden

marked by a pentagram & two half moons

red wine or white wine

authority over the dark shadows

fear of aging

fearing the bats that suck the living daylights out of you

depleting energy on resting days

met the fly by nights

used garlic ginger

to get rid of the bite

mind over matter

when I mind something

I apply my awareness to the surround system

I create better thoughts

better memories

better reasoning

affected & infected

by another's thoughts around my time

influenced by a season affective disorder

sadness concluded

mind over matter

mind over emotions

application format

mentally concentrating over the matter

what's the matter

an issue

I smell something in the air

an aroma of dirty money

washing cleansing

the sound of cleaning hands

palm reading

a psychic gypsy

vs.

a doctor from an island

both mentioned a church visit

for your sake

they both said

get rid of it

they enforced

ask god to take it back,

only you can renounce it

inside a church it can be done

the two diviners continued to paint

a dark picture of my life

reading & re-reading

the effects of my blessed rings

information I collected

reading in the air with a domestic undergarment

to land on a future that holds

together as one

making an honest living is but legendary

if you choose it to be

honestly making a living out of destiny

investing in its influential potentials

you know what is best for you

divine yourself

use fate as a tool