One Day..

One day. I Wish
I could have
one day.

One day
when I can do
all the things stored
over the years
for all the people
who deserve them.

One day
to do these things
free and clear -
no consequence.

One day
to show all those
who think they know
that they know nothing.

One day
to purge all the rage
and disgust and hurt
I - the few I
love - carry within.

One day,
no consequence -
but we
are civilized so all the anger,
all the rage and disgust and pain
lies stuffed at the bottom
of the soul until

one day

when I forget I
am civilized.

Until one day
when I remember I
am human.

_(08-09-2010)