Online Love Experience

It was in August 2002 that I learnt how to use a computer. Immediately after learning some basics in word applications and internet communication, I ventured into online dating sites for I was told that I never know what I might find.

Online dating sites turned to be chat rooms, which then led to internet addiction. I could spend a lot of time chatting, searching profiles, sending short messages and long emails to strangers. I then discovered that online dating and chat rooms also allowed for picture upload and viewing, and so my adventure was accelerated.

One year after the other I have come to have several friends. Some for hot and so called cyber chat (online sex), others for a one night hit stand, while at times I have longed to hold onto someone I met online. And the years went by until late 2006 when I bounced onto this lady.

"Hi dear", was the greeting I received when I logged on in one of the dating sites. "Hi, and I think it is so soon to call me dear" was the reply, and I feared that the reply could turn her away. But no, there was more to come. "I want to be your dear" was her reply and the jump start of daily chat. It is her I longed to meet online. It is her I wanted to talk to. And one day something happened. I was chatting to a user name I well knew to be my new found friend, and it turned out to be her friend. She pissed me off.

Attempts of turning her off failed. I gave her reasons to stop talking to me. I told her to apologize by calling me and asking for forgiveness which she did. She called severally without me returning her calls, and I was made aware of her feelings for me.

Then an idea struck me. I don't want to give my heart to someone who chats with many men. "So let me log on using another username and see what she is after" was my resolution. After talking to her for sometime, I logged in using my usual username too then she stopped talking to me as the other person. I got so happy.

Last trial of love came when I decided to chat with her in her messenger as a different person, pretending to have had a girl friend. She confessed to me that she was in love with her former boy friend, and when I told her that I was the very person she pretended to be in love with, she refused to let me go.

Well, it has been an experience. What I know that most of my online dating friends and lovers have failed, but not for this one. Though I have not met her yet, what we have been through proves to me that she has a lot of feelings for me. Just praying that, as I have many sure ways of finding out her heart, and that you too should try it out on your online love, I finally find her as my true love.

A quick note as I write this article; I would like my readers to have a feeling that probably she will be one of those who will be reading this article. I love this lady and if anyone think there is a better way of knowing her love for me, you should write on that and let me have access to it.