Will this someday stop
Random tears
Odd unexpected pains
Just reminders of what I went through
The sudden anger
Arbitrary thoughts run through my head
There's no stopping them
Just the drive to keep going on
Day after day
Go to my job
Try to forget about everything
My past
The hell, the pain
I'm sick and tired of being the messed up one
I was not destined for this kind of life
People scare me and make me pissed off now
Not all of them just a slight few
All it takes is a quick body movement
Or a look or word spoken to their wives or children
I wish I had super powers or something
Just so I could stop those who think they have all the power
They think they have the power
But really it's just them
Overcompensating for a lack of goodness of the heart
You all will pay one of these days
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I'm 24 years old, I live with my fiance, Jake and our two dogs Lakota and Katie. I'm a full time union laborer and working, fishing and hunting every spare moment. View profile
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4 Comments
Post a Comment"I'm sick and tired of being the messed up one..." Guess what? you're the one with the power now. And they fear you.
nice peom, very powerful/
BTW, Wow, what a fish, You caught that? I'm jealous!! :-)
I can relate to this. Do you know how long it took me to stop flinching every time someone raised their voice? It is a "survival" instinct built-in I think...