Prays to Sweets, Sweeties and Sweaters

It's not always that u start by saying something right, but it often closes up far from the wrong.
And once making your mind doesn't mean the mix of telephone lines and roads can make u forget about the given promise. Actually, it can make u forget about everything u ever done or said. Sometimes it feels like a shame. But there are promises that are worthwhile braking.
However they can make life more joyful and meaningful.

...While promising to eat less sweets in order to save your teeth, figure and appetite, don't forget that despite all that it brings u the feeling that everything is not that bad. Some even say it keeps away the chance to get a cancer - the positive emotions which follow the process of eating and smacking it make the immune system work harder. I even consider the positive energy from every process be the best cure for all well-known diseases (except diarrhea surely). You target yourself into the direction of happiness, which slowly but inevitably brings u to the final destination - the happy spirit. And here u are - one step closer to the world of no worries and blue skies.
But it's not about chocolate, really. I hope U get it.

Maybe because the blue skies are a rare event in this place, or maybe because the chocolate lacked a good percent of cacao, but a bar of brownie substance didn't have its usual effect.
X-mas is on its way
I promised myself that there'll be wine, happy smiles of people who are so dear to me and undoubtfully some kind of a tree, which will play the role of a good cover for some people, who will be too tired or drunk to get to their beds.

But there's one more thing I feel like doing.
No sleep during that night.
Instead of floating in the warm, full of colour and music dream, I'll try to turn the ego part off for one pray, and then hopefully bring it on for one more.
In the first place should give the prays to the ones who don't have it all: food on the x-mas table, dear people around and happy spirit inside of their hearts. I'll pray for ones who only dream about strength for the hope. Hope for a brighter future. Future with food on the table and smiles around.
We think about ourselves perhaps too much. Every human being is a holder of a universe inside of him. But it cannot (and mustn't) watch the harmony of the inner world unless the harmony of soul meets the harmony of the real world. It can not be achieved in a twinkle of an eye, neither with a help of one man. But let this man be the beginning, let him be the one to follow.
There'll be more, I know there will.
Believe in it.
Trust your soul. There re many souls who trust u.

And the last pray, may God forgive my dreaming hungry mind, be for the one who searches. For someone who somewhere, somehow searches for simple happiness, which may build up the most complicated feelings, of holding a hand when he needs it. For one who knows the words to make u love this life even more. For one in whom u can wrap up yourself from all the adversities as if in a warm woolen sweater on a winter night/evening/day. For one whose look in the eyes is perhaps more meaningful than a thousand words.
And in the coming year I don't want to be misunderstood . A little bit more of faith and I'll make it.

Louis, U needed a kiss to build your dream on. I won't ask for one. It's just that I need one more love to build a whole new world out of it.

Amen.