Rain

I wonder to myself why I was meant to fall, too

Unsure why I get pelted to the ground

And washed away, only to come back again

Only to go through it all again

Maybe I'll fall harder next time

Maybe I won't fall at all

But either way, I'm dying

Dying to be gone

And I see the world around me turn to black

And I hear the screaming voices

Pounding in my head

And I feel the dripping anger

Washing over me

I try to shield myself

But only melt inside

And I can't stop the pain from calling

No, I can't stop the rain from falling

Standing in a puddle

I wonder how I got to this point

Where I allow myself to be soaked

In rage and misery again

Maybe I'll just die again

I'm not really living anyway

Although my heart still beats

It's broken up and torn apart

A part of nothing

And I see the world around me turn to black

And I hear the screaming voices

Pounding in my head

And I feel the dripping anger

Washing over me

I try to shield myself

But only melt inside

And I can't stop the pain from calling

No, I can't stop the rain from falling

And someday when the sun comes out

And brings light to the world

The only thing that will be clear to you

Is that I'm still drowning

And there's nothing you can do

So don't try to save me

You never cared before

Just walk on by like I mean nothing

I'm dying anyway

And I see the world around me turn to black

And I hear the screaming voices

Pounding in my head

And I feel the dripping anger

Washing over me

I try to shield myself

But only melt inside

And I can't stop the pain from calling

No, I can't stop the rain

From falling