Rap Poetry 5 - Redemption Poem

Life feels like death...I am a lamb at the SLAUGHTER...

Portals arise like a blazing sunrise burning the EYE...

Should I enter this vortex...sink, swim, or FLY...

The eyes are watching my every move...I'm trapped under the MICROSCOPE...

My minds spinning like a FERRIS WHEEL...like I'm high on DOPE...

I run north, south, east, and west...but everywhere stop signs APPEAR...

Trapped against the world...am I somewhere, anywhere, HELL I'M NOWHERE!!!

I tried to regain faith...SIGH!!!...it's too damn LATE...

God answers prayers...YA RIGHT!!!!...I will definitely DEBATE...

GOD!!! WHERE ARE YOU?...IF I BELIEVED AND TRUSTED YOU...YOU SAID YOU'D PROTECT ME!!!

Every day I am on my knees...PRAYING, CRYING, BALLING, YELLING, VENTING, AND DYING FOR YOU TO SAVE ME!!!

If you are such a kind father...then how can you let your child suffer so BAD?...

MY GOD!!! MY GOD!!! WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME!!!!!!...you're not my DAD...

Your songs cry out...through my SCREAMS of PAIN and FEAR!!!

Do you listen to me GOD...or do you just choose to not even HEAR...

Your angels keep singing...PLEASE MAKE THEM STOP!!!

Softly and tenderly Jesus is calling,
Calling for you and for me;
See, on the portals he's waiting and watching,
Watching for you and for me.

Come home, come home;
Ye who are weary come home;
Earnestly, tenderly, Jesus is calling,
Calling, O sinner, come home!

Ha-ha GOD you're funny...instead of saving me...you want to kill me...JUST STOP!!!!

I am a man of FAITH...A Christian of FAITH...THE bibles words flow through me because of FAITH...

A SINNER you call me...why make me suffer...just take me home...I CAN'T WAIT!!!

I live life every way you say...I can't do any better...OH GOD TAKE ME HOME!!!

You took away my smile...I rather die than stay here alone and ROAM...

Wait on the LORD they say...I been waiting for YEARS...

ARE YOU THERE!!!!!...ANSWER ME GOD!!!...I cry CRIMSON TEARS...

Non-Christians live...lives full of LIGHT...True Christians live...lives full of DARKNESS...

Get thee behind me Satan...he doesn't scare me...I FEEL SADNESS...

JESUS died for our sins...your JESUS...and JESUS...is you...SO WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME???

If I call you JESUS or GOD...it doesn't matter you still DENY ME!!!

Satan wants me...I should join him...nice he will BE...

YOUR SOUL WILL BE MINE, he yells...Satan now laughs at ME!!!

If I turn to LIGHT I am screwed...as well as the DARK

I'm DROWNING...DEAR GOD...OH DEAR GOD I need NOAH'S ARK!!!

The CHURCH is my HOME...I WORSHIP you NONSTOP!!!!!!!

This is how you return the favor...you're like a DIRTY COP!!!!

AHHHH!!!!!!!!, I LOST EVERYTHING, MY JOB, MONEY, HOUSE, AND FAMILY!!!!

YOU SAID YOU'D NEVER LEAVE NOR FORSAKE ME...WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU THEN...YOUR WORDS ARE KILLING ME SOFTLY!!!

DEAR GOD...WHY THE HELL WON'T YOU ANSWER ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU, I SWEAR TO...(PAUSE)"GOD"...(PAUSE)What's happening to ME...

Everything around me is closing in, my eyes are burning I cannot SEE...

OH DEAR FATHER IN HEAVEN THE LEVIES IN MY BODY ARE...BROKENNNNN!!!!!

PLEASE CLOSE THE FLOOD GATES OF HEAVEN STOP ALL THIS ACID RAIN...I'M SOAKINNNNNNNNN!!!!

TO HELL WITH THE CROW...IT CAN RAIN ALL THE TIME!!!!!

I can TASTE the FLAVOR of your LOVE....it's SOUR as a LIME!!!!!

I ONCE WAS BLIND BUT NOW I SEE, I WAS LOST BUT NOW I'M FOUND...AMAZING GRACE!!!!

Dear GOD...you know what I think of that song...it's a total DISGRACE!!!!!!!!

Then I believe I crossed the line...a voice appeared and exploded my MIND!!!!!

This voice was POWERFUL, BIG, and BOLD...the answer I will now FIND!!!!!

"MY SON I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN WITH YOU AND HAVE NEVER LEFT YOU...

YES THESE ARE DARK TIMES THAT YOUR GOING THROUGH...

THEY ARE DARK BECAUSE YOU HAVE BEEN BLIND...

YOU MUST UNDERSTAND UNLIKE HUMANS I AM ALWAYS KIND...

THE WAY TO SEE THE LIGHT IS TO OPEN YOU'RE EYES AND ALL WILL BE AS IT SHOULD BE...

LIFE WAS NOT CREATED TO GO SMOOTHLY KEEP FAITH AND IT WILL GUIDE YOU SAFLEY...

WALK BY FAITH NOT BY SIGHT...

FOR THE NON-BELIEVERS WALK BY HOPE NOT BY SIGHT...

FEAR NOT FOR I AM ALWAYS WITH YOU WHETHERE GOOD OR BAD TIMES...

YES I WILL NEVER LEAVE NOR FORSAKE YOU...DIRTY COP NO..I DON'T COMMIT CRIMES...

THESE WORDS YOU SPEAK ARE OF A FOOLISH TOUNGE...

MY SONGS YOU CURSE ARE SONGS FOR WHICH YOU HAVE ALWAYS SUNG...

I AM A FORGIVING GOD AND I WILL FORGIVE YOU MY SON FOR I KNOW YOU KNOW NOT WHAT YOU SAY...

I ASSURE YOU MY SON THAT AS LONG AS YOUR FAITH LIVES SO YOU WILL FOR ANOTHER DAY...

WHEN I AM WITH YOU THE WHOLE WORLD CAN BE AGAINST YOU...

I LOVE TO SEE MY CHILDREN HAPPY NOT SO BLUE...

IF YOU DON'T BELIVE IN ME AND YOU END UP LIKE THIS, STILL PLEASE KEEP HOPE AND LIVE ON WITH LIFE...

STOP THINKING FOR JUST YOU ALONE MY SON YOU HAVE CHILDREN AND A WIFE...

NEVER STOP LIVING YOUR LIFE AND NEVER GIVE UP ON LIFE I STILL LOVE YOU EVEN IF YOU HATE ME OR DON'T BELIVE IN ME...

YOUR LIFE IS AS PRECIOUS TO ME AS THE MOON STARS SKY AND SEA...

NOW OPEN YOUR EYES MY SON AND SEE THE TRUE BEAUTY THAT LAY BEFORE YOU AND ALWAYS KNOW...WHETHERE YOUR OLD OR IN YOUR PRIME...

THE LAMB OF GOD WILL ALWAYS BE PROTECTED AND I WILL FOREVER LOVE THEM FOREVER AND EVER, UNTIL THE END OF TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Then the voice left...I opened my eyes...a SUPER NOVA happened...I was standing no longer on my KNEE...

Darkness...I said...guess what from now and forever....YOU CAN'T SEE ME!!!!!

FIN!!!!!!!!

After Thoughts...

After writing this it made me cry, I must have read it tons of times, I

just couldn't belive i wrote something like this, I wanted to show people

that god is real, and if you don't belive in him then at least you can have

hope to keep you going, there are so many people who live life without hope

or the faith of god, and thats a very bad thing, also I wanted to show

people what they act like when they curse at god, a complete fool, people

who curse god like this are just ignorant, if god wanted us to live life

with smooth sailing he would have made it so, but he didn't lifes gotta

be bad and good, the universe has good and bad thats just how it is,

most people only pray to god when they need something, and if it doesn't

happen right away they get mad and shit like this guy, and then they

blame god for everything bad that has ever happend to them, without thinkin

that there alive and god hasn't tooken that away from them, god gives us

trials to test our faith and to make us stronger, so ya just never no

matter what if its by faith or hope, never loose it ok and remember god

is alive and he loves you, just accept that life won't always go good

and once you do that you will be just fine, hope you enjoyed this take care

and thanks for reading!!!!

To everyone who has read my other rap poems they end with a funny line about choking on something, but this rap poem was to emotional and spiritual for any

Jokes so I didn't do that this time in
case you guys were wondering what happend to that last choke on these line...

God bless everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!