REALITY 777

Every since I was a little girl, one thing has never left me, knowing who God is, his protection and his love. All of my life I have been hated, mocked, picked on, lied on, cheated, decieved and a bunch of other stuff but through it all I remained humbled and in God. So many people have looked into my life and many make judgement but others crave to be in my shoes. I laugh because ye can not handle my shoes. So many people get on the websites and claim they being real about who they are and what their life is like. Ha! I laugh again because many of them are lying. If you got so much money then why not share a little of it. Give to someone who is less fortunate than spending it stupidly. Had to get that out! On to building a heavenly fortune and not creating an earthly monster anymore. I am going to be so real that It's going to give noisy friends something to talk about! You know them friends who secretly watch everything you talk about but never respond, them friends who only befriended you to see how bad or good you may or may not be doing. Those who wanna say, I told you she ain't got nothing, she ain't as happy as she say she is. Who is that she married to, where he from, She got a baby child, you no I thought she would have had more by now! How she get that goodlooking man, I bet he came with conditions, HA HA HA! "YALL NO THEM ONES!" Do you think I care more about that or my elevation in God? You bet, I care more about where God is trying to take me.

To begin, I knew I was always a special person, I have stood out like no other. It begin the day I came from the hospital eating popsicle. My family tell me the story all the time. My mom said I had to have it and my sister Angie reminds me often.(Smiling) My walk with God started early in life and the devil has been trying to kill me a long time. He has sent his advocates to talk about me, hate me, decieve me, cheat me and many other things. The things I have been through, many would have lost their mind and given up long time ago. I was raped at 13, hurt by family, friends & men whom I have loved. I have had people envy me without valid reason except satan was using them to try and break me down. People lying on me, loosing family, money, jobs, house, cars and being brought down to nothing. What the devil has meant for bad, God has meant it for good. Because had he not allowed those things, I would not pray like I do. I would be to consumed with the riches and people in my life.

I began to realize where I needed to be after my mom passed in 2005. The 1,784 sq ft home I was living in served me no purpose with a cheating, voilent husband and my mother, whom one of the rooms were for; being gone. Everything was out of purpose. I divorced and ran to a new city and state to start a new life, little did I know, the devil thought he had me since my bestfriend had passed(My Mom)! Little did he realize, I still had a praying Grandmother living! She and Jesus have and outstanding relationship. Satan sent his advocates after me, I got pregnant for a man who wanted me to abort. I then lost the baby, had a car accident that should have killed me but God! lost my great paying job and was brought all the way down in as little as 8 months. God needed my attention and I was letting other things and people consume it. I needed to get rid of some things and people. My life began to pick up after I obeyed God and made some moves closer in Him! I don't have a lot of money, I don't have a fancy car, I don't live in a fancy apartment or house but what I have is the love of God and his protection. If you have all those things, don't wait for God to strip you of it to get your attention and for you to be real! It is time to recognize that we are living in Revelations, God is rising his people and you can be in or out! It is only 2 choices, Heaven or Hell?