Reality. Dreams. Delusions

I stand at the river with my eyes closed. the flow. Water. I feel its pull. I open my eyes. Sun. light. Darkness. I closed my eyes. What is real? I'm not sure but i will find out. Now. Sun. Light. Oh the colors everywhere. Its euphoria. A pleasure that cannot be matched. But could it be surpassed? I wondered. How did I reach this? Think. Thought. Forgot. I keep moving. I feel the green of the grass. The green feels so good. Wait. I felt a color. This cannot be. I must be dreaming. Wait. Where am I? I don't remember. My eyes. I felt a pull forward. I had to go. Up. Up. Up. The more I walked the faster it got. I felt as if I was being pushed as I walked. Like someone wanted me to go faster. I ran. Ran as hard as I could. Snap. I fell. I bled. I cried. I woke up. Not from a dream though. I was awake. But was I? Who knows. Blink. I'm still running. I reach a path with two roads. I take neither and sit down. I think for a second but got lost in my thoughts thinking of my life. I saw a rabbit. A manic rabbit. It ran and ran mumbling something. But almost screaming. Hmm. What was he saying? Maybe I'm the rabbit. Than I thought. I thought. I knew. I'm crazy. Oh well. Thats life. But whats life. I chose a path but I forgot which. It was long ago. This is a story of my past you see. I know what happened then. But did I? I do know but did I? Hmm. I guess not. Hows life now? Nothing like then. I see. That wasn't real. This is. But it wasn't normal. There is no normal. What is normal? I guess something cannot be what does not exist. Maybe every things connected in the end. Reality. Dreams. Delusions. Its all part of life.