Rev Up My Heart

Sitting on the porch
listening to the neighbor rev up his motercycle
over and over again
And it reminds me
of how you rev up my heart
over and over again

*Okay, so, here's the deal. After the last time I saw you, I had given up on the thought that you might be reading this stuff. Because, even tho I said nothing to you, you never did anything to act like you knew a deadgum thing about it. So, I didn't know what to think any more. But a few minutes ago, and, I know this is weird, I just got the strangest feeling that you ARE reading it. And now, I don't know anything for sure, but for some reason, wanted to believe that you might still feel the same way. And so, if you are reading, I would really like to be sure of something for once. I'm tired of guessing about things, my head hurts when I have to think too much about it all. I get all confused when I don't know something for sure. If you are reading, I really wish that you would do something obvious to let me know or maybe I don't know, say something that would give me a clue, ya know? I don't want to have to go by a strange feeling that I have. If you do feel the same way, I wish you'd let me know, because if you are reading this, then you KNOW how much I love you, and I really think it's stupid if you feel the same way and don't let me know, at least I have tried to tell you before, haven't I? And if you have not been reading this all along, then I really don't know how to explain the strange, strong connection I always feel with you. Like I said before, I think we're soul mates or something, if there actually is a such thing. So now, I am a little confused and don't know what to do anymore. I honestly hope I was right before and you are reading. Cause if you're not, then, that just means I am a very strange and crazy person. And, I am strange and crazy, naturally, but I don't want to be about this. I want to be right. Please, make me a happy girl, and let me know you are reading this.
If you are, I am very sorry if I've caused you any anguish or whatever. Sweet dreams :) *