Secret Relationship

I am "U'dith," and I am the benevolent "One," ruler of the house of Kindness and Altruism. I reside with Wisdom and Prudence, and they are my guide. You are "Franz," ruler of the house of Uranus, and guided by Jezebel, Sorcerer and Tyranny. You are an emotional transition ruler of restrictions and limitations. Formation of sorrows, pain, and regrets are your contributions. The truth is your adversary and it ought to transmit into the world the light from darkness. We met, and you endured me, an imaginary love affair on a precipitous mount of false hope and pretence. I am beleaguered by yourself-centered character.

My aches and miseries are immense, but my wit gives way to make a distinction of your conduct. Who is the orchestrator of deception? It is your Father; and you are your Father's son, I have done you no wrong; I have left myself without possessions to simplify your needs and your continued existence then and now. You are ailing, and your youth has diminished, you no longer have control of your health, your male dominant glands are now "Prostatitis." I am at your bedside during your weakest moments, I have given you and have done so much for you, both maintaining and sustaining you in your brightest and darkest times. The stories you told are insignificant and bestow no solutions for the weight of my load. Your actions are grounded in infidelity and resentments, your expressions are fallacious with concealed agenda and are spoken in tongue of enigma. I have opened myself to you, without any veiled intentions, I always enlighten and open your consciousness of my pecuniary undertakings how each dollar is spent for the benefits of maintaining a domicile where you can lay your head.

My life, children, grand-children and extended families are not indignant and pose no menace to you. It is only unfortunate that you were wired erroneously and don't know how to love, care nurture, respect, understand, compromise, sincerity, openness, commitment, concerning, bring happiness, pleasure, communicate, responsiveness, support, tolerance of me, trust the truth in your heart for me and not by any means of charade, affection and most of all; your intent to remain at a place in time for the convenience only, because of reasons of adverse circumstances. I realized you exist in an evil, graved unseen world which thrives by the means of deception, and you conveniently exploit others without any moral thoughts or regret. So I left your presence and journeyed far to another place and you found me.

Your relentless patterns and behaviors have caused you to misunderstand and ignored the sibling genetic protocols between brother and sister relationship, and if you understood now, enslavement has taken its toll. It has shaped and molded you in a "Ghastly" being; you possessed vain characters of bitterness, resentfulness topped with a personality disorder of "Tyranny" behavior. In this time and place your Codes are sacrosanct, no matter what the downfalls of your life brings, or the people who tread your path, nothing or anyone outside the realm must know the truth. Who you are, and what you are about, and most of all, your misguided inherent indulgence must never be foretold outside the monarchy, the truth must never be told, it will be taken to the grave, and the stowage will be profuse.

May "the Almighty God give you Everlasting Grace and have Mercy on your Sinful soul." I am "Hopeful," mother and sister of "Franz." I am ruler of the house of Fornication, and Obscurity. I am guided by "Jezebel, Sorcerer, and Tyranny," love me only and no other. Your love and devotions must be only for me, no other love that you may so desire will manifest, so long as I live, because you are indoctrinated and is mesmerized, you are enslaved by me, my directions, my body and my thoughts.

After all, you are a man now, a free man, a man of three scores, the empathy rest on my heart that you were left orphaned by the loss of the parental foundation structure and nurturing you needed to fiber your deprived demeanor as a young boy. Your life growth never adopted into the dominant prototype of manhood, but I can only infiltrate your life and mold you with my sexuality and my emotions to teach you about me as a woman and my labia. Your aspiration to seek out and find another love will only be in vain, and if you go astray, you will return to me. I am a woman, I can show you, and teach you about another; such as my gender. How not to love, but only to be deceitful in your behaviors and actions to acquire the things you so need for your survival only. Love only me, and me only, because I am "Jezebel," Venus is my sister of love, She inculcated me, and her traditions gives me the acumen to love and pleasure you with the gentle touch of my delicate vulva, as you so intensely desire for sensual delight.

I am not concerned with your friends of your same gender; they pose no threats to me and my objectives then or, now. You must continue to walk life's quest in my direction, including that of my two offspring of my same gender. Your path, your steps, your ideas and your thoughts must be counseled always by me; my offspring of the same gender will be my eyes, ears and indulge you in my absence. The offspring of your genetic of my same gender is forbidden to give any idealistic opinions of what or who you are or your directions in life. I am not much concern with her because she is not of my caliber and is not the dominant one in your life, I am! Your living arrangements with the one you are with now of my same gender, I will tolerate, nevertheless you are a man, a man of three scores in age and your financial, emotional and sexual needs and desires must be met for your human fulfillment and survival. Let her be only but a vessel to you, soaking up what you can get secretly with deception at the forefront, your focus always must be moved towards your destiny and mine.

I am "U'dith," The Benevolent "One," "Hopeful" she said "No!" Do not divulge your plans, only I, "Jezebel" and mine only should know of your course and plans, remain where you are, after all, there are no responsibilities on your part. Take it for what it is while you can, stay focus then move on when your plans are manifested into reality. Do not get caught up in any emotional affairs that will distract you, do not show any emotions, I know you first as a man, then as my brother. The sexual thrills that we shared each time in our private moments will live on; to perpetuity. It bothers me about your present sexual desires that I am not able to fulfill expeditiously. My control of this is minuscule so I will not agonize myself, because I know that it is only for a moment and you are only human. Live, eat, drink and satisfy your sexual desires, again; do not concern yourself with anything, anyone or matters concerning "living" arrangements.

Do not consent to your heart in any situations except for yours and mine, stay focus on the objectives. Whatever it is that you need to do to get from point A to B, meaning closer to our plans must be accomplished. Remember! Your plans are also mines; you must never soften your heart to emotions or desires which will allow you to disclose our secrets from youth to this moment in our golden years. You are three score old and I am three scores and eleven years old. We are genetically inter-twined, emotionally, and sexually. I will constantly remain in the background of your life always to support and guide you.

Qualms and unswerving questions may present themselves concerning our extraordinary amalgamated relationship, always give an answer of contrary, make sure the answer points away from the tangible truth to confirm irrelevancy. You must always swathe your steps, do not volunteer any information, despite how small it may be. Keep all significant personal data away, nothing must be seen or shared, do not obligate yourself to any legal inhabited promise or accountability, otherwise you will be controlled. Remember! Inhabited responsibilities and accountability are someone else's sense of duty and not yours.

Never show guilt to allegationsof our unending liaison, remain calm, or you might get out of line and cause a lead to be trace. Protect the identity of the one that I have selected for you and have given my approval of trust to handle your business affairs, consider them to be your confidant in all business affairs. Remember! If you confer revelation of our clandestine journey, our plans both present and future will be crumbled.

Expect difficult situations, including oppression for a purpose that is worth A life's Journey