Should I Keep My Biggest Secret?

Suppose you were born with a secret that no other person in the world knew. Would you tell everyone? Maybe it's in regard to nuclear bombs, or just a small piece of information about God that could change the way His world viewed Him forever.

Maybe, you think to yourself, if I tell this; people will consider me nuts. After all, who would believe I know anything about God that other people don't understand in relation to what God wants out of His relation with the people of earth. Wow, that was a mouthful.

But then, why not give this universe a key factor about there creator. Why not tell them some significant bit of fact about Almighty God, Father to all mankind that would completely blow away any theology professors. Yes, why not grant these so called professional God watchers a chance to re-write history based on one tiny little piece of evidence that would shake this world off their feet eternally.

And why was it me who was given this information to hold? Am I anyone special? I don't feel special, I certainly don't look special, and I don't think of myself as anything so special that God would entrust me with this evidence about Him. So why did He?

Was it because God wanted me to do something significant with what He entrusted me with? Can't be; I am not the type to do something magnificent, something that would require a lot of time and effort. God should know me by now; I've been on earth over fifty years. Yes, that long I've been keeping this secret. In fact, most of those years, God just let me know part of the secret, and only recently has given me the rest to bear with difficulty and courage.

What to do. I have not had another problem so close to my heart and so far from my head before. I can usually reason out what should be done. Buy the blouse? Yes. Skip the class? No, better not or I will really fail the test. But this; what is there to reason? You say the truth or you keep quiet forever.

What about God, what is He going to say if I give His secret to anyone? Is this why He gave it to me, because He knows I'm a blabber mouth? Or is there something deep in me, no doubt put there by God that makes Him know that no matter how much I was tortured, I would never tell this secret. Nah, I could never stand up to torture. I can't even stand a hot summer day without getting ornery and snippy.

Speaking of hot days, what if I tell and God punishes me for doing it. I could never stand being in hell. I don't think I can drag an air conditioner into the there after, and I don't even know if the there after has electricity. Why didn't God tell me where hell was? I could have maybe prepared by sending the air conditioner ahead, or getting an extremely long extension cord.

Now I have to make this huge decision; God could have told me what to do with this information when He passed it on to me. But no, He laid this in my lap, and walked away leaving me to figure it out all by myself. I'm not so sure that telling this secret will please the Almighty. In fact I'm kind of scared to even hint about what it is.

But I bet all of you want to know, don't you? Well you will simply have to wait until I find out if telling you will get me a free ride to hell, on the wings of a black angel. I'm also not so hot on meeting up with Satan. I've heard some awful things about him, and it's not just how he dresses. Although all black is supposed to be fashionable, but those horns are just not very attractive. And that pitch fork walking stick, well please, that is just over kill; don't you think? Maybe he doesn't really look like that. Of course, he could look worse. Regardless, I don't look forward to meeting him.

I wish I had the courage to just give you one tiny little hint, or maybe have some fun just teasing you. "Guess what!" I would say. "God is wrong once in a while." Wouldn't that just blow you away? Well, that is not the secret, and also not true at all. Good thing God has a great sense of humor.

Alright, alright God, I'm sorry; could you stop snowing * * * on my computer. I didn't mean anything by it. Well, I guess you're not going to hear the secret today. Looks like I already got Him riled up. Better not take any more chances today.

Oh look, there's a rainbow over my head. Wow. I guess God still loves me.