So Now it Ends

So now it ends
We say goodbye
And it ends so quietly
I turn and walk away
Because I cannot stay
I can't be
What you need me to be

I don't want to go
You don't want me to
The love is still there
It hasn't changed
It never will
My heart will never turn
Turn away from loving you

When did things get
So complicated and how
Are we supposed to go on?
How am I supposed
To wake up with you
Not there and alone?

The future is an unwritten slate
Before it was all so clear
At dawn we were in Heaven
By dusk we were in Hell
Torment of the broken heart
Pick up the pieces
I don't know if I ever will

Please don't make me go
I don't know if I can leave you
But what you want
I cannot give
And you don't deserve that
You are everything to me
You are everything to me

When did things get
So complicated and how
Are we supposed to go on?
How am I supposed
To wake up with you
Not there and alone?

I wish I had the pretty words
To say all this with
But all my words have left me
And these are all I have
Not poetry not prose
But they say what's real
They say what I feel

So much more to say
But the time is not there
To say them
I don't want to lose you
Not like this
Not ever
So now it ends