So There's This Guy

So there's this guy
that I'm crazy about
and in my mind
there is no doubt
I write about him
and I know he's seen it
but I get the feeling
he wonders if I mean it
So, I need to tell him
how I feel
and that way
he'll know it's real
but I hope he remembers
how it's not easy for me
'cause I've been hurt
before, you see
I want to tell him
I love him so much
and how I think
he's awesome and such
I do want to know
more about him, tho
and there's stuff about me
that I want him to know
If we could get it together
that would be great
after all, I do want him
to be my soul's mate

*Okay, so, since I'm in the mood to explain things to you in detail, so that you don't get confused, bless your heart, I felt I should tell you that I just wrote this at 8:04 ish P.M. , Friday, the 16th of April...and that the next time you are supposed to see me is the 18th. BUT, you will NOT see me that morning, because I have a very important job to do. You might possibly, however see me, later that evening, I don't know for sure. And if you don't, I just want to tell you not to get all bunched up over it, because you will see me later that week. Everything will be fine, trust me. Yes, I know it will be difficult to go that long without seeing me, but you will be okay, I promise. So, yes, some time, in the very near future, we will talk about this, rest assured. You can relax. The cat's in the bag, the horses are fed, it's a done deal. So, are ya still with me, here? I hope so. And you are the sweetest guy in the whole world for wanting to read this. And again, no I am not meaning to act like this is all fun and games, I'm just trying to make this as less confusing as possible for you. And now, I will REALLY stop writing so stinking much so you don't get worn out, reading it all. Sweet dreams :) *