Sparkle and Give Back Some Joy

We all need a little sparkle in our lives. Call it pizzazz, call it fun. But if you don't try to have a good time, no one can help you out of your shell except you. Sure, some people won't understand you. But you'll learn that you don't need everyone to like you to have a good time.

Learn to love being a girl. I love wearing pink, I work at a daycare, and look forward to being a good mom. My grandmother had a lot of gentleman callers and married a man who was always working hard for her. I have had a lot of guys want me, but that doesn't mean I am loose. I like the attention, I was just talking to a guy who lived in New York City and he hung on every word I said. You don't have to be a genius to communicate. In fact, lots of geniuses don't communicate very well at all. Many smart people are so wrapped up inside, they never come out to play. But I grew up with three brothers and a sister and I love people.

The main key to getting people to listen to you is confidence. I'm confident in my intelligence and I won an award for excellence in communications. You have to like yourself in order for people to like you. You also have to get rid of any anger through meditation and realizing that the Lord wants you to be loving.

People didn't understand me very well growing up. They were always yelling at me. Maybe it was because I didn't realize I had a lot of anger inside because I wanted everything to be perfect and wanted everyone to be a clean cut, wonderful person and most people were just losers bent on self destruction. The pot heads the guys who had fifteen girls a month. No, New Jersey isn't known for its morals. But I am rather conservative. I want a family and a house and a garden. I don't really care if people want me to want more. I can't in my conscience want to use my intelligence to get millions of dollars if I am not helping people. I like teaching at the daycare. And I believe I am doing a lot of good helping directing children to doing good things rather than just being lazy and violent.

So I try to brighten up the world with pretty pictures and kind words and like to go bird watching and dress up to go to parties and make people laugh. Does this make me a loser? I think I live a full life even if I don't make 80 million a year at a drug company.