Stories Online for March Holidays: An Irish Love Story

The Heart that Has Truly Loved (An Irish Love Story)

Cindy Lynn
Are you one who loves to see the words "Free reading online" in a description? If so, this Irish love story will capture your attention and fill the need for a short-stories-online craving. And whether you're looking for an online story for the March holidays, such as St. Patrick's Day, or looking for romantic stories online, this will fit the bill.

Based on a true event, the love story took shape in my mind when I remembered the ending line from a poem, "As the sunflower turns on her god, when he sets, the same look which she turned when he rose."

Although the story is modeled on a real situation, the main characters' personalities are a figment of my imagination. And yet, every time I read this story, the love between Bessy and her husband touches me and I wonder if perhaps ... just perhaps ... they sent a hint of the tale to me from beyond the veil that separates this life from the next.

The Heart That Has Truly Loved

Tears streamed down Bessy's face as she fingered the sharp scissors. Sunlight filtered through the ivy that crept along the window casement, but she neither saw it nor heard the red finch that twittered from its nest in the heart-shaped leaves.

A small drop of blood oozed as she pressed harder on the blade with her thumb. "If only I had the courage, I would take these scissors and plunge them into my heart," she cried. A sob caught in her throat as she glanced wildly about the room. There were no mirrors in the bedroom, no basin of water that would reflect the ugliness that was Bessy Moore.

The muslin in her lap slid to the floor, jolting her back to the task at hand. Wiping the tears from her disfigured face, she picked up the cloth and jabbed in the scissors'"jabbed them to start the eyeholes for the mask she would wear for the rest of her life.

*****

Thomas rapped lightly at her door. "Bessy, please let me come in," he pleaded.

"No!"

"It doesn't matter that you contracted the pox. It's you that I love, not your face." He ran his hands through his hair, causing it to stand on end in his distress, and turned the knob. The handle clicked, then stopped, and Thomas realized Bessy had turned the lock days before his return from the city.

"Thomas, please go away. I'm not a fit wife. I can no longer stand by your side. I'm a freak. I can't ..." She broke into sobs, and tears rolled down Thomas' cheeks at the sound.

"I love you more than life itself," he whispered.

The golden colors of sunset melted against the horizon as he sat at the desk and wrote with the quill pen. The blues of twilight settled on the house, and still he wrote. Finally finished, he folded the paper, climbed the stairs and slid the note under her door, with only a corner of the page remaining in sight. He knocked softly, just once. Then, putting his ear against the door and holding his breath, Thomas listened.

The bed creaked when she arose. He heard her nightgown swish, almost sounding like a sigh, and he watched as the paper disappeared into her room. Thomas pressed his ear more firmly against the rough wood while she read aloud the words he'd penned.

Believe me, if all those endearing young charms,
Which I gaze on so fondly today,
Were to change by tomorrow, and fleet in my arms,
Like fairy gifts fading away.
Thou wouldst still be adored, as this moment thou art,
Let thy loveliness fade as it will,
And around the dear ruin each wish of my heart
Would entwine itself verdantly still.


It is not while beauty and youth are thine own,
And the cheeks unprofaned by a tear,
That the fervor and faith of a soul can be known,
To which time will but make thee more dear,
No, the heart that has truly loved never forgets,
But as truly loves on to the close,
As the sunflower turns on her god, when he sets,
The same look which she turned when he rose.*


The door opened slowly. The muslin rustled as she slipped the mask from her face. Thomas took her in his arms and whispered, "Thou wouldst still be adored, as this moment thou art ... for my heart, which has truly loved never forgets, and will truly love on to the close."

Then he took the muslin from her hand, threw it into the hall, and kissed her tears away.

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(*Note: "Believe Me, if All Those Endearing Young Charms" was written by the famous Irish poet, Thomas Moore. Although there are conflicting opinions, it's believed he wrote the poem for his wife upon finding that she had contracted smallpox and that her face had been marred by the disease. Thomas Moore (1779-1852) Irish Melodies. For a beautifully sung version of the lyrics, go to the YouTube production by JudeMaris.)

Sources:
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Contemplator.com
Literary Encyclopedia
Project Guttenberg

Published by Cindy Lynn - Featured Contributor in Lifestyle

A freelance author with numerous published stories/online articles, Cindy loves food, and enjoys collecting and trying new recipes. She also enjoys gardening--both vegetables and flowers (she completed cours...  View profile

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  • Cindy Lynn3/17/2011

    Triple Nickel: Glad you enjoyed it. Thanks for stopping by and happy St. Patrick's Day to you!

  • Triple Nickel3/17/2011

    This was a very moving story. Great job!

  • Cindy Lynn2/25/2011

    Hi Langley! Glad you enjoyed the the story ... and ya just never know where inspiration will come from some days. :)

  • Langley Cornwell2/24/2011

    Wow, this is such a touching story. Maybe the inspiration did come to you from beyond the veil...?

  • Cindy Lynn2/23/2011

    Julie: Glad you enjoyed it. Thanks for your kind comment. :)

  • Julie Wimmer2/22/2011

    good writing, thanks for sharing it with us

  • Cindy Lynn2/19/2011

    Thanks, Linda, for stopping by. Glad you enjoyed the story. :)

  • Linda Riggs2/19/2011

    So sweet!

  • Cindy Lynn2/19/2011

    Thanks, Dan. Glad you enjoyed it. :)

  • Dan Reveal2/19/2011

    Good work!!!! You're a great writer!

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