Struggle in Life

Enough. There are things out there that make me unwell. And I'm caught in the middle of a grand debate. Life is too much for this tender heart of mine. I feel powerless amongst those who wish to abuse anyone other than themselves. I'm tired of losing this battle inside of me. A great race between my head and my heart and my heart is slowly surrendering. I don't want to give in to anything I know isn't right. What comes next, settling? To each their own, it's not on my options list. I don't want to snap, I don't. I want to rid of every single factor that causes all kinds of pain. No one should struggle, no one. People make their own abominable beds in which they should lie. If you choose to inflict aggravation upon others maybe you're destined to become something you secretly hate.

Struggling isn't just something that happens physically, it's a total state of being unheard. You call out to anyone and nothing comes out. There is a void in your voice which you don't understand how it got there in the first place. You need someone to help you out with whatever you may be going through. Sure, the lucky ones run off because they don't want to be a part of your unfortunate mishaps. Ignorance, another part of struggling. You scoff, then sulk. "They're the ones that are trying to belittle you, don't let them get to you", you say out loud. Suddenly, your own voice is unrecognizable to your own ears. The reason you may feel like you're being unheard is because other people are going through similar stuff as yourself. They don't have time for extra baggage, so they may feel isolated, like you.
It's a part of life. A vicious cycle that will continue until the end of time. No one wants to struggle, sometimes it's never occurs to you until it happens to you. Being aware of the little things that lurk in the shadows can prepare you before you are burdened with actuality. The best thing to do is take each day at a time. Make sure you always have time for yourself, some time to breathe. Struggling is guaranteed to happen, it just occurs at the strangest moments.