Summer Love Stories

It all started at the summer of 2003, when i meet this girl who captivate my heart in an instant, yup! the flower's are are some what blooming and the birds start singing, yes love was all around and my eyes caught tears because of the heat of the sun.
I got you their and i was only joking, yes i fell in love with this girl that has so much love in her that even the blind man could see it, I am talking about her inner beauty not the outer part of it, yup! she was gentle and kind that is almost perfect to be a nun, i tried to approach her but shyness kicks in and i could not speak a word because my tongue have tied up.
back in collage i was known to be a loser when it comes to girls so instead of talking to her i have sent her a letter writing my intention to be noble and all, the girl did not reply, i even saw my letter crumpled up in a near by desk ah love is cruel but i never gave up i have sent her another letter just to make clear what is my real intention and finally i receive an answer the letter said,"I have no time for this because my life and heart belongs to my family and friends"
yes i was busted and don't laugh at it
But as a true warrior, never gave up the fight because its not over yet, shes not yet married to any one and no boyfriend so the game is still on,
My third attempt is to finally approach her and tell her everything what i have to say and spill it all out for her to hear, good thing shes a good listener and then
when it is everything was said and done, its now her turn to say what he thinks.
she said,"i admire your confidence and all but i can not accept your proposal and i am on may way to to fulfilling the dreams of my family for me."
third attempt was a complete failure i am out of idea how can i obtain her heart, my last resort is to ask her for a friendly date and have a Little talk and get to know more about her, i have learned that she is the only daughter and the bread winner of the family, OK enough with the boring part
As days go by we are getting along in a very good friend relationship not knowing i have a plan in the future.
one day i have invited her for a dinner in near by restaurant and i have peak the highest part of the restaurant where you can see the city lights and have an awesome view over looking the city,i have opened the conversation about my proposal and intention to her and after a few minute of quietness she answered me and say she have learned to love me and will never leave me, but the love never lasted because she died at a car accident on her way in our wedding day since that i have never love again.