The Divine Will of God Living in Me

I am discovering some amazing similarities between Jesus speaking to Luisa and my own experience on the Men's Cursillo 87 weekend. Now I understand the Church has some objections in this document so I am being careful in my analysis.

I experienced the Divine Will in real TOTAL control of my body (and soul) in the kitchen at St. Bernadette School (about 1 hour after experiencing the angels). I was conscious, awake and aware of all that was going on. but ... I could not move or even talk on my own. The only thing I could say was, "I cannot do what I want." I kept telling them this but they did not seem to understand. The guys tried giving me food and drink, but I could not even move to pick them up. Eventually I could but this took great concentration and a lot of effort on my part to do it. It was almost like my body was being held up in the chair and I was a baby. I could not even feed myself for a brief period of time. The wild thing about this is that there really was nothing I did to "activate" this event. I wasn't even in prayer before hand. In fact I was just walking around not really doing anything. ?!? Nothing "activated" the angelic experience and nothing "activated" the ecstasy experience either. So will it happen again and when ?? I have no idea. I am totally in God's hands and I welcome again the opportunity whenever God wills it. Amen.

Although this seems frightening...I had no fear during this part of the experience, it was completely joyful. In fact I was so full of joy, I could not stop laughing. I was ecstatic. Never in my entire life had I been so joyful as intensely and for such a long time as I was at this moment. The total lack of control was actually very wonderful and I did not try to fight it. In fact I could not even think about what I wanted. I even tried this to test this while it was going on. But I could not think of anything. I was totally in God's hands. Totally !! I believe it was then that I experienced the completeness of being one with the Divine Will.

PS ... I have noticed that the objections have been re-explained in part by another Church authority thus helping to support the words that Luisa has written down.

that's all for now.

ken

Page 53 of http://www.transporter.com/apologia/Obj_Response.pdf

Jesus: ...while you are free to do or not do your will, before Mine your will feels

incapable of operating; it feels itself annulled. Knowing the great good of my Will,

you abhor your own. And without anyone forcing you, you love to do Mine in

view of the great good that comes to you.