The Love I Have for You

Jamilah Renae
what happened in the past should stay in the past-i know it's hard to love again, trust again and it's much easier to say let's just stay friends-but i already crossed the line for you-for your love i've already fell blind-i can't see your flaws and for you i'm willing to break a few laws, pull out my claws and break a few jaws-all in the name of love, the love i have for you

you're not the only one unable to let go of the pain-please try to see that i'm different from the rest-the last thing i want is to know your heart is hurting again-so for you i bend-i bend and lose my soul for your love in return-i bend and lose respect for myself because i become weak for your sake-making you feel more like a man-so all of the verbal abuse and disrespect you dish out i simply take-all in the name of love, the love i have for you

you don't seem to care-you don't seem to notice that for you i'm here-you push me away-shut me out of your life-ask me to be your wife then tell me you can't love me-now i am confused and somewhat feeling used-just don't know where i stand with you-but i can't stop loving you-can't stop seeing our future as one-when will i accept that it's over-maybe right now-most likely maybe never-everything i do for is because i love you deep-while you're over there still able to smile-i'm here a fucking mess unable to sleep-when i step back and look at everything trying to see if i have regrets i know in my heart it was all in the name of love, the love i have for you

Copyright 2007 Terry R. Banks

Published by Jamilah Renae

Published Author/Poet/ Spoken Word Performer, Ms. Terry R. Banks was born and raised in Dallas, TX. She began writing and finding inspiration from all aspects of her life and the lives of others at a young a...  View profile

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