The Rain of March

It swallows me

Like a black hole

Taking me from

The inside out

Making me feel

As if I am going crazy

Thoughts run

Through my mind

Like winds

In March roaring

Though my head

Taking all my thoughts

Jumbling them together

Turning my head upside down

Tingling sensations

Being to occur

In my head arms

Through out my body

I feel like I am alone

Looking down on myself

Wondering what is going on

Seeing people all around

I grab my head

To stop the feeling

I want to run

Run away from this

This feeling that

Has taken over who I am

I am no longer me

The panic has overtaken me

I am now just a symptom of the Panic

Is this in my head

Am I really here

Irrational thoughts start to occur

My world spins

But I stand still

The fear releases itself

Swallowing me like

Last nights dinner

Digesting me

Bringing me into

The depths of darkness

Just as fast as it came

I feel everything starting

To subside

The thoughts are slowing

The fog is lifting

I gain control of myself

Still partially in a daze

I breathe

For what feels like

The first time in ages

I stand tall and try again

It is over

At least until next time.