The Sad Song

Tears are easy when you think all the time.
The past is broken and the future is unknown.
I try to hide them, no one likes to see girls cry,
But they feel so good when you've given up on life.
Its too easy to cry,
too easy to regret.
Its so hard to push it past you and go to work instead.
My life has hardened me outside,
but beneath my shell I'm weak.
I'm crying all the time
and I just can't get to sleep.
It's too easy to think and to worry about life.
It's too easy to sleep,
hiding from the world outside.
But oh do I enjoy to cry.
There's always a full supply.
I've got enough hurt to spend my days
hiding from my life.
It's all those evils outside,
they settle up inside your head.
They pick at you until your blue
and make you wish that you were dead.
Its all those evils inside.
Its so comforting to cry,
to disregard life and mourn for my pain inside.
Its stronger than my will sometimes,
hungrier than my heart.
The pain I care for and feed
won't let go its chains on me.
So I settle and I slow down
and let the pain take over.
I cry to feed it, cry to relive it,
and cry until I'm sober.
But its too easy to cry,
too easy giving up on life.
Thats why it feels so good when
your used to being twisted up inside.
Oh do I enjoy to cry.