The Will of GOD

The sole job of the Devil is to get man to rebel against GOD. This is the symbol of the Devil. The Satanic Church in the U.S. will tell you they don't believe in Satan but they do believe in the principal of rebellion. They do believe that there is no GOD and that life is to be enjoyed and the individual will is supreme. GOD? There is no GOD.

In today's world of capitalism and "the pursuit of happiness" the spirit of the Devil runs rampant and has infiltrated the hearts of many of men. The ego is king, the false self. There is no doubt that GOD has allowed this and GOD has his reasons which is unknown to men even though the greatest of us has made their guesses. It is of no doubt that the Devil is converting people to worship other than GOD in mass quantity today through the aid of science and new age spiritualism. Every time you feel that you've been slighted or felt remorse in some way and you need to find a way out the Devil is there to tell you that you have all the power in the world. The Devil is a symbol for the development of the individual will. Whether or not such an entity exists I would not know. GOD is all that is.

The Devil has never had as much success as he has in today's modern world where GOD has been pushed out of the picture. With the separation of church and state in an attempt to get rid of the parasitic demonic religions from the skin of the state it has effectively and ingeniously also expelled GOD from the forefront of the peoples minds and placed the state as the entity to serve and worship. This is nationalism as we know it today. We will fight for our country and support our governments and that is forefront. The church associating itself with GOD and convincing and, when convincing was not enough as was usually the case, forcing the people to believe and respect that the only way to GOD was through the church. This made the separation of church and state the same as the separation, in the minds of the people, of GOD and state, one of the schemes the Devil has created. At the least, when we were following a church, even though the leaders of that church were corrupt, we were trying to put GOD in the forefront of our thoughts.

The Devil has convinced most of us and more and more are falling each day that anything we want and everything we want to know is up to us. Everything the Devil does is an effort to distract you from loving GOD and by loving GOD I mean dissolving the illusion of the ego self. We realize that the self as we know it has a will tries everything it can to appease that will instead of trying to follow GOD'S will. Everyone, every teacher today, does just that. They'll teach you anything which strengthens your ego, and the more of you there is the less love of GOD you have. There is a GOD and we are GOD'S creation and everything we go through on this life journey is intended by our LORD. Whether our developed will likes it or not what is intended will happen.

The dismissal of GOD in our society by following our individual ego based desires and fears is the trap of slavery. What I want.! And not what GOD wants, is the difference. Woe is that day for the Devil that a man follows his heart and the "greed is good" philosophy will fall to shambles for the world will see a unity that never blossomed in our recent history. When a man will help his fellow man instead of competing with him to take his home and money away from him, all humans will prosper. The environment would be appreciated and not raped if man would put a spotlight on the theory that selfishness is the key to prosperity. How can we live without the Earth? Yet, we do not care. And we demonstrate that every day even though some may double speak about their love of the Earth. We do not care because when it comes down to the decision of self over Earth, we, in the majority, choose self. In fact, haven't scientist or some people looked for possibilities of going to another planets moon, or somewhere else to live in case we destroy the Earth. This of course is delusional because we do no have the power to destroy the Earth. But, the act of looking for somewhere else instead of living with the Earth is an act of selfishness. However, all this polluting and disruption is of accord with what is supposed to take place. It is inevitably furthering our growth towards a man's respect of the dirt he lives on and grows his food on. But of course this respect will not come along until man can no longer grow food on this dirt and therefore realizes the importance of it and in the process stops listening to his own wishes above ALL.

The absurdity is that we can believe that all this is for us to conquer, to possess. Like we call the land we build our houses on ours. When man landed on the moon, whether he did or not, he places a national flag on the moon, our moon. We completely disregard the notion that it is not ours, will never be ours, and has never been ours. Our world, our planet, our animals, our Sun, our solar system, our environment, our history, our future, our past, our mind, our Soul, our will, our hearts, our bodies, our rights, our water, our family, our thoughts etc... All of these are not ours, we do not possess them, we have no control over them because there is no our, there is no me, which can create or possess anything. However these things exist and have existed. All are created by the CREATOR. If the Earth were blown out of the sky by an impeding asteroid, the Universe would probably still be there, and I don't think anyone would cry about it either. I could be wrong. All that is known by reasoning is that we do not own or possess anything or anyone. GOD does.

The story of Pinocchio is paramount in describing this phenomenon of going against GOD'S will. In the story, Pinocchio is consistently tempted and tricked into going against his fathers will. His father knows what is best for him and Pinocchio being a boy thinks he knows what is best. Most of us know this story. His heart is in the right place. It wants to do the will of his father. Go to school, work, and learn and follow the fathers will. But along the way Pinocchio goes on an adventure, he leaves his father and consistently is tempted to do things which are against his fathers will. Towards the end of the story, Pinocchio sacrifices himself, his-self, to aid his father and becomes a real boy.

This story is very telling of the struggle that we go through today. When I say GOD'S Will, I do not intend the Ten Commandments and such. Those are based on our conscience, our Soul. We know what feels good or bad. We know intrinsically when we are doing something to hurt someone else. Even the gypsies of Europe who for them stealing is not an evil, know in their hearts when they are doing something to hurt another. I am talking about GOD'S Will which is being manifested and our refusal to allow it to be. Something happens and we do not want it to happen but alas it is beyond us. It is the Will of GOD that such should happen and our refusal to accept it, because it goes against our ego-self will, not the Soul but the ego, is having no respect for the CREATOR. The ego says, I know what's best for me. I want to decide what happens to me. The Soul on the other hand will always follow GOD and never tries to go against what GOD wants. It is the installation of the ego-self, with the Soul giving over the reigns to it in today's world that is rebellious. See, Satan, in the symbolic sense, developed an ego. In the story he was created by GOD and along the line he had this delusion that he didn't need GOD. He could do what he wanted and not serve the Will of GOD. It is the thought that you know best which is the rebellion. And obviously, GOD planned all this it is part of GOD'S Play. GOD in creating all created also rebellion. There is no free will, it is an illusion. The ego has free will, and the ego is an illusion. The Soul has no free will. It has no choice but to follow GOD. Everything and every animal has no choice but to follow GOD. The Soul is unconditionally in love with GOD and will do whatever GOD says.

Suffering

Suffering is a great gift GOD has given us. Suffering if looked at from a broad view has made men into heroes. Heroes which have forsaken their ego will and had the courage to follow the LORD. It is through suffering that GOD directs us in the direction the LORD wants us to go. That is the great gift of suffering. How do we know what GOD wants of us? In reflection on past events, I have come to realize that every time we go through suffering we get a glimpse of GOD'S Will. Every time some one suffers a tragedy in their life they are directed onto another path. The things that happen to us that we call bad has been recanted and pushes us towards something better, something else than what we have previously done or thought.

There are numerous examples of people who go through a tragic event only to find something else about themselves and what path they should take. Now sometimes an individual ego will buck against this push but inevitably we tread down the road that has been selected for us to travel. Why does GOD make us suffer? I have often asked this question. What kind of GOD would create such a world? But, from my limited, finite view I could never see what GOD sees and I judge the world as horrible or wrong. This suffering, in the end, has guided me to the Fruit of GOD. The acceptance, absolutely, and unconditionally of GOD'S will. Every time we feel like things shouldn't be pay attention to who is talking. It is the ego.

Suffering makes us cry because we don't want the situation or circumstances to take place. Our desire, our will, is that this doesn't happen but it happens anyway against our will. This is what we call suffering. But! If one would realize and remember that it is GOD'S will that such a circumstance take place and give faith to GOD'S work, we can accept every situation as a blessing from our LORD, because they are indeed blessings. Our LORD is to be loved unconditionally through whatever circumstances he may put us through and this love is not to be rewarded, or rather it is not to be expected that it be rewarded, this is why it is unconditional. We shall not say, if I go through this GOD will reward me. We should give love to GOD regardless and follow GOD'S plan for the sake of following GOD'S plan just like we follow our biological parents as younglings. When our mother tells us to eat our vegetables we should do it because we love her and would do anything she asks of us. Just like a little duck follows their mother wherever the mother duck shall lead. When our children do terrible things to us we continue to love them because of unconditional love. Sometimes we make them suffer but it is out of love and that suffering is for a greater good that we can see that they can't. So, in retrospect, GOD does not make us suffer, we suffer when our ego conflicts with The Plan. If it is raining outside, we call for the sun, what a horrible day. When it is sunny and hot outside, we call for the rain, what a horrible day.

There are certain things for which we certainly do suffer if we don't have such as food, water, and shelter from the elements. Going through such an ordeal as having no food, or no water, or shelter, is definitely an unpleasant circumstance. Today, in our advanced world, more people go without these basics then probably at any other time in our written history. Why? I don't know. All I know is GOD allows it to happen. People who can throw food in the garbage because they have so much do not care or think about their fellow man who is starving. Sure, some might give a donation to an organization, but the bottom line is people starve regardless. So many charities, and yet people go with out food, water, or shelter. This is the "I only care about me and mine" attitude. The individual looking out for himself is why this exists. It would be too easy for all the money that is spent on other needles programs to be given to feed people. Why are children born into this? At least the men and women might not procreate so as not to bring a child into such a poor environment but that doesn't happen. Why? I don't know. But GOD knows and I can trust that with all of my heart.

We can't judge what GOD wants because to do so is inept and insufficient. We can't possibly know why until we are led to know why. When GOD wants. People through out the world have sicknesses that they must go through because GOD said so and we must have the faith to follow his lead. It reminds me of a joke told by J. Krishnamurti about a priest who fell off a cliff grabbing onto a branch and when he cried out to GOD for help GOD responded by telling him to have faith and let go. The priest promptly asked if there was anyone else up there. This is reminiscent of the calls to GOD that all people including myself have made to GOD and when the answer was given, if given, our ego individual self could not bear to follow it. It was contradictory to what we wanted and what we expected and it required faith. Faith to venture into the unknown.

There are many examples throughout our written history of men who have been directed and led to accomplish certain things. These men needed and had the courage to follow their heart and suffering was the pivotal point in there life which directed them. Either suffering the loss of a loved one, suffering a disease, suffering a financial crisis, etc... The examples are rampant and are too many to cite here.

If one were to starve himself deliberately would he suffer? If he were to starve himself because that is his will would suffering take place? I guess he might feel pain, bodily pain but he might not suffer because that is what he wants. If someone were to deliberately cause pain to themselves would that be suffering? I'm thinking he might only feel pain and not suffer in the sense that we know suffering. All suffering is the individual will, selfishness.
Healing

No man or spirit will ever, ever, heal another if it is not the Will of GOD and when someone is healed it is always GOD that facilitates the healing. All of these healers who profess to understand something about healing whether it be scientifically or spiritually or any other method will never heal anyone unless it is what GOD wants. This is why someone will go to a healer and not see the results because they take GOD out of the equation. They don't even consider it. An acupuncturist will insert his needles here and there but never attributes the healing which takes place or if any takes place at all to GOD THE ALMIGHTY. People will go to a new age healer who states that you are responsible if you are sick or healthy and if you are sick it is because you did not believe or convince yourself that you are healthy. This places all responsibility in your hands. All the power in your hands, you the creator of your destiny. This is self worship. This is non-belief in GOD and non-adherence to GOD'S Will. No matter what healing you may try to do it will never be accomplished if it is not in GOD'S plan for you. We cannot know what GOD wants of us when we are paying complete attention to what we want for ourselves. So, when someone is going to heal you it is definitely a scam to get your money so you can just keep it in your pocket. If healing is what you require and is what is wanted for you by the ALMIGHTY then you will have it because of GOD and no one else. You will get healed because the ALMIGHTY sees it fit for you to be healed at that particular time. There is a great deal of learning for us in every situation and trying to pick and choose which situations to endure or experience is not up to us. You might not want to do algebra in high school put obviously you don't have a choice and you must go through with it. You have no idea what is good or bad for you. You don't have all the information present to make that decision. That is why we must suffer when it is time to suffer for us and endure it because there is a lesson for us there. It is part of GOD'S will. A person with cancer who does not want the cancer of course because he does not want to be sick or die. He will go to doctors to try to get rid of it but to no avail. We just think sick equals bad and it must be taken care of immediately and so there is more energy used to try to avert the situation, which will never happen, then to endure it and experience it. There is a reason for that experience it's just you and I have no way of knowing what exactly is that reason. Perhaps after we have gone through such an experience looking back we might see the reason and say, "aaah, if that never happened to me I would never have done or learned this,....". We might not see the reason at all. But it is part of the Soul's growth. So it is GOD'S Will.

GOD does work through a healer to heal you if it is what HE wants but an astute healer will be guided by GOD and will not give people the impression that everyone will be healed for a price. This is simply not so and this is why some people get healed by the same healer and some people do not. An astute healer who recognizes that he is working for GOD realizes that he can only heal the people who GOD intends for him to heal, not one more and not one less. There is a reason. I don't know it and neither does anyone else except for the CREATOR. The person must go through with the suffering because it is part of the plan which will guide the Soul.

There are people and organizations in the world who invite people, for a fee, to come to their establishment to be healed or to learn how to heal yourself. Arrogance. If someone would of healed Andrea Bocelli when he was a child from blindness would he have become the inspirational singer that he became. It obviously would not have been GOD'S Will and that's why it was and is impossible to heal someone who is not meant to be healed. Because it is part of GOD'S plan for the Soul. Now, some person who read a couple books by other people and learned this and that from science is going to come along and derail GOD'S plan? The created supersedes the creator? I don't think so and I don't see it. I can definitely see instances where the individual will in an attempt to supersede GOD'S will gets swept aside. When something is not meant to be it is not to be regardless.

GOD is everything. GOD being everything has control of everything. The human being and the Soul of the human are not said to be everything. Therefore it does not have the power that GOD has, no where near it, but we can share that power if it is GOD'S Will acting through us.

Idolatry

Astrology is a popular method of determining future events and the right timing to put certain ideas into action. This is nonsense. Our sun seen from a distant planet under this philosophy then would have influence and control over that planets destiny. Our sun seen from a distance might be part of a bigger constellation that is seen and exerts influence on another planet somewhere . So, stars, determine our future, where they are placed. One thing I don't understand is the Earth is in a constellation or you are born in a constellation only from a viewpoint. Technically, it seems to me, we are always in all the constellations. This is probably why most astrologers conflict with each other and different astrological systems conflict with each other. For example, some astrologers place the sun in the center like the Indian style and others yet place the Earth as the center viewpoint. These arguments that the stars control our lives is unproven in the least. Who created the stars? It is obvious that if they have an end and they have a beginning, then the stars are mortal. Maybe not the energy they exert is mortal, but the form of the star is mortal and therefore cannot be the creator of destinies. A plant may grow because of the Sun, but it also needs water, and oxygen and carbon dioxide. Alone that Sun cannot do it. Therefore, I must conclude that the stars are not all powerful life givers. They are but an instrument used by GOD. GOD creates destinies, and everything else that goes along with it. Astrology, therefore does not affect the hearts of men, or men themselves, but GOD does. If someone is in a spaceship do the constellations affect him or her? Do the constellations control the destiny of that craft? If theoretically it were able to continue in a speedy fashion towards a constellation does it come under the influence of that constellation? We are so close to the Sun, why doesn't the Sun exert an astrological influence on us, or does it? Anything to exclude GOD. All of the philosophies and systems created by man is worshipping or following something other than GOD. The theory of astrology is a mechanical one with no spontaneous intervention. This will happen and then that and it's completely mechanical. The past and future are created and controlled by the Will of GOD. This is completely evident in the way in which events take place. How is it that an event can take place involving many people each unaware of the others actions yet at the same time working together. All events that occur are extremely complicated from our view, every minute detail, every aspect of timing, and not only here on Earth but Everywhere.

The Bible and the Koran are also philosophies which exclude GOD. You must read the Bible. Why? Because it's the word of GOD. Ok, and what does the Bible say? The Bible says you must follow GOD. Not the Bible itself. The Bible and The Koran both tell you to follow GOD, ALLAH. Somehow, people have turned from following GOD to following the word of GOD. GOD creates all things but we should not worship them. In other words we cannot worship what the Bible says and impose it on what is happening because at that point we are worshipping the text. What is happening is the Will of GOD and often it goes against what is written in the Bible. So people begin worshipping the texts even though it is against what is happening. The Bible says so and so and so we must make the world change and what is going on around the world to fit what is described in the Bible. This is idolatry. The Koran says so and so and we must do what the Koran states and so we must change what is going on. This is idolatry. We must start a Holy War, if anything can be more ridiculous on both sides. Well, if you go against the Bible we must start a Holy Crusade to make things right, to restore things. Pure selfish aims. It is the non-acceptance of what is, trying to impose the will of individuals on what is and what is, is always GOD. All of it, the entire state of human affairs, the universe, the earth, and who knows what else is all exactly what GOD Wills.

We shouldn't worship gold although most do. GOD created what we know as gold. We cannot worship the stars, even though GOD created the stars. We must worship GOD. Not the words of GOD or works of GOD and that is clearly stated in the Bible and the Koran. We must not worship GOD'S messengers, should we? So, the Bible has become something worshipped. The Koran has become something worshipped, people bowing and kissing it as sacred. But all GOD'S creations are sacred are they not? A newborn baby is sacred. A tree is sacred. Should we worship the tree? The Koran states worship ALLAH. Mohammed, the great messenger, says worship GOD. This is why Mohammed was so loved. He reminded every pagan that there was only the ONE. We should not worship Mohammed. We should not worship Jesus. Jesus never said in the Bible " I am GOD". He clearly states in the Bible to worship the FATHER. "Give unto GOD what is GOD'S, and unto Caesar what is Caesars". Give what to GOD? Worship. Respect. Love. What else could we give to the ALLPOWERFUL?

The New Age movement which has sparked the new form of rebellion in the world idolatry. This one completely feeds into the ego of man and there is a huge following for it. It states that all the powers of the Universe are inside of you. You have the power to create your destiny. You have the power to create anything you want. A Cadillac? Sure. A million dollars, not a problem. The world is your candy machine only you don't have to put a quarter in it. You just need to believe. Like the genie that is in the bottle ready to grant you all the wishes your ego desires. It's funny how the examples that are portrayed are of people wishing for money and then they get it. Someone wishes for a house and then, poof, along the line magically they are living in that house. Who wishes for human peace and food for everyone? I've never seen that example portrayed. Why? Because it's a sale to your ego. The Devil is a good salesmen. People are too willing to accept this philosophy because it engenders their ego. It does not take into consideration, is this what GOD wants. GOD who? No. I have complete responsibility of what happens to me and what I want. This is like the teenager who rebels against his father. "Teenagers, they think they know everything". How many times have we heard that. It's true. It's part of being a teenager and I guess this is part of being a human. I have marveled at these new age teachers who profess that all the power is in your hands and yet they themselves don't seem to be able to practice what they preach. I'm waiting for one to believe that he is the most powerful human being in the world or better yet that he is GOD! I'm waiting for that one, if I believe it through and through, I can be the ruler of all. Why wouldn't the Universe grant me that? I will imagine it and it will happen. Pure selfishness. Isn't it obvious? Reminds me of the Greek myth of the son of the Sun who wanted to fly the Fire through the sky put wasn't able to control it and burned the Heavens and the Earth. He was not able to simply because he wanted. The very act in Genesis, whether it be historical or not is of no consequence to the lesson which states that the snake tempted Eve to partake of the tree of knowledge and to know what GOD knows and in effect push GOD out of the picture. This is what the Devil is trying to do today, day in and day out. He tells you that you have the power. You do not need GOD and goes further to convince and pose the ridiculous question, is there a GOD? The very question which has been fueling science and the marketing ideal to sell self-help books regarding spiritual advancement. When it is time for a person to advance GOD will advance them because the ALMIGHTY wants them to. What kind of an arrogance are we living today where one thinks to walk closer to GOD without permission and on the basis of their desire to get closer and not their merits or love. One day we're killing our Love and connection to GOD, symbolically, and the next we're asking GOD for money and spiritual knowledge and whatever else we may fancy. And then we ask why hasn't he answered our prayers? Well, today's conclusion is that there is no GOD and you have the power to "attract" whatever you want to yourself anyway. Or, better yet, You are GOD! We are turning now from the worship of money, which is still prevalent, to the worship of the self, the ego. We have always gratified the individual ego will. To do that money is needed. Today, in our new age spiritualism that is developing the self itself as a deity, which can attract whatever it wants including money through a series of viewing the world as you want it philosophy, is what is directing the change to self worship complete.

The Catholic Church is an organization run purely on ego. They claim, among others, to have a monopoly over peoples relationship to GOD. Therefore, they are worshiped in GOD'S place. You want to speak to GOD? You have to go through us first. Did you make a donation? A third of the world is in slavery to the Catholic Church. People have lost their lives and material wealth to the Catholic Church. But, it is part of GOD'S plan that such organizations exist and it must be. We cannot see the Plan of GOD. We can't judge it as good or bad. The Church offers confessions because only through them does GOD Hear them. Also, if you don't believe in Jesus as the savior, you won't be admitted into GOD'S Heaven. They force us to become idolaters, to worship them, and to worship Jesus, going against the Bible's Ten Commandments regarding idolatry. You must believe in him if you want GOD to accept you. Not the FATHER. But the Son. Is this not idolatry? The other half of the Earth? They're screwed. The people that don't believe this and accept Jesus as GOD will be destined for eternal damnation. Idolatry. The animals and trees? Well they're stupid non-knowing. I heard one priest from France state that the animals of the Earth are just scenery. They're not real. We are the only real thing. Absurdity. How would he know? The claim is the FATHER, the SON, and the HOLY SPIRIT are a trinity at the same time expressing that their religion is monotheistic. We pray to, Saints, Mary, and the Angels among other idols if we are Catholic. I read in USA Today, a newspaper in the United States, an advertisement or an article, which ever, that if enough money was received from the public through donations to the Vatican that the Church would be able to make Pope John Paul II a saint. Not GOD, but enough donations made would do it. You want money, you have to pray to this saint. You want peace you have to pray that saint. You would like good health well then you would have to pray this patron saint. And so on... Not GOD? Is this not idolatry? And also on top of it praying to these saints for such things is clearly a sign of egoism. To pray for wealth, is this not selfishness? To which saint do we pray to for the well being of others?

The State and Country is also a form of worship in which an individual does not devote his life or services to GOD but to a certain piece of land with a formed government. Patriotism is the worship of the state. We do not fight for GOD we fight to preserve our State. We would never need to fight for GOD because that is egoism also, as if we would be able to protect the ALMIGHTY, but to demonstrate the shift in what is worshipped. All wars are conflicts between governments over wealth and an order to create wealth. Not for GOD, but for the State and more directly the highest government officials and investors. This makes life difficult for the citizens of said country. They are fighting and in the end are poorer than before. They are in further slavery than before the war and have to work twice as hard to return to their former comfort. All based on ego selfishness. If the soldiers would worship GOD and not the state or the military directly no wars would exist, who would you fight that GOD cannot handle? If, in worshipping GOD, and not the State, you encountered an enemy of GOD, you wouldn't have to fight any war, there is no such enemy of GOD. Peoples loyalties are what screws them up. If your loyalty is to a military order above GOD, above what your conscience tells you to do, this is idolatry. You are worshipping an idol. It doesn't have to be a statue of gold. It is anything or concept which is not GOD, but the creation of GOD. It is so easy in today's world to find yourself in worship of an idol.

Science can explain everything and if not now there's a scientific explanation in the future. Science has driven the technology that we have today. However, science, will never explain science. Science can tell you that if you drop an apple from a building how the pieces will splatter and in which direction. Science cannot tell you where science came from. Some might say, simply, science arises from human observation, but the Moon goes around the Earth regardless. And, it does so according to scientific principles that men have discovered not created or thought up. So, the discovery of these scientific principles gives us a glimpse of how the Universe works. It cannot give us a glimpse of the origin of science because we will never know why there are these scientific principles in place. We know all life forms, on Earth at least, follow the Fibonnaci Numbers, also known as the Golden Mean. Why? I don't think anyone knows why it follows that ratio everywhere. The Pyramids in Egypt are built in accordance with that principle perfectly. But why not another ratio. When a flower grows a petal it is said to add to that one and get two. Then add the two and add another and gets three, continuously adding the last two. 1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21 etc.. Why does science exist in the way it does? It must be GOD'S choice. Maybe it is the setting of the rules of a game. I don't know.

Then when science is penetrated enough like it is being today it destroys itself. The illusion of science is shown. They are not unchangeable laws even though we cannot change the laws. They are changeable. GOD, the ONLY that can change these laws because GOD set them in place. Quantum Theory Physics has turned everything Einstein worked for in his effort to "read the mind of GOD", upside down. He spent the remainder of his life trying to refute the Quantum Theory to no avail. He could not read the mind of GOD. An impossible task. They say nothing is impossible. It is impossible for us to read GOD'S Mind, to know what the LORD knows. Even science, something created, is being worshipped as if it were GOD today more than yesterday. Now scientist's have discovered according to Quantum Theory that all matter is made of nothing. This is their statement. At the basis of every atom, every electron, and so on is nothing? So, all these laws of physics, like gravity are based on matter pulling on matter which is made of nothing? We keep on looking closer and closer, stronger microscopes, more intelligent theory analysis, and this is the conclusion of our scientists today. Everything is made of nothing. This is what has ushered in the New Age theories that thought and feeling create, that we create matter. Now that science is turning on itself it has become natural to believe that we create this illusion of matter. Down with the old idol and in with the new. We can never say I don't know. We can never say I don't have control and will ever have control so we try to find ways to give us the illusion of control. Science is created by GOD. It is not something to be worshipped. Used, yes, as we use wood to carve our houses. To worship it as the answer to everything is wrong, because it is not GOD. We equate GOD with perfection. Science is not perfect, and penetrated enough it destroys the image that it is perfect.

Mathematics was always thought to be perfect. Pythagoras argued that all numbers were rational. Until one of his students found a number that was not rational. It was not perfect. This number, among a few others is the square root of two. An irrational number is a number which cannot be demonstrated or written as a fraction. The numbers never repeat and so it is imperfect, such as Pi, 1.314etc.. The numbers after the decimal show no pattern ad infinitum. According to legend, Pythagoras promptly threw his student into waters and drowned him. His notion of mathematics as perfection was destroyed. They worshipped mathematics as the end all be all. Now that was gone. This information wasn't released to the general public until later on in history. This to me is like a wink from GOD telling us hey, don't forget. I AM. GOD is in control and nothing can usurp that. Mathematics was idolized. Mathematics is but a tool. A useful one, sure. Not perfect however.

History, what happened ten thousand years ago, even one hundred years ago, or one billion years ago, is based on the Earth rotating around the Sun. That is the measurement we have agreed upon to measure time intervals. We are trying to look for when things began, how long ago things occurred that produced where we are today. This feat is virtually impossible for us to accomplish because we can never have all the facts and information available to us at any given time. We will never know when the Earth began, how old it is, when the solar system began, and such. Why? We cannot not even get close to the understanding of past events and the information needed to make such predictions of past events. All the creation theories are just theories based on available information at a given time. It excludes what we don't know that we don't know. We are attempting to understand GOD'S work. Never will happen. We just don't have the capacity and to think that we might have that capacity is nonsense. Theory of evolution among other theories all have flaws because all the information needed is not available to us. The theories that we are alien beings, who knows? Who can possibly know without a shadow of a doubt. Only GOD. No man will ever know.

The only thing I guess we can truthfully say is, I do not know. We do not even know if we know. Some say it's hidden information in our subconscious. But the fact remains we do not know. I mean, we live on a "planet" in the middle of "no-where", in an infinite universe, rotating around a fireball. It's so incomprehensible for a human that one might go insane. The universe doesn't end? We cannot begin to understand infinity, even mathematically. And, we don't even know with absolute certainty that the Universe is infinite. Who knows?

This is why the Bible is said to be a bunch of lies or fairytales, whether it is or not, I'm sure it has it's fair share, but it's the interpretation that's fallible. The Bible might very well be telling the truth but it's the reader who's the idiot. The Bible might very well be telling lies and it's still the reader who is the idiot because the reader is the one who is searching to know what GOD knows. Either way. Science is the same and so are all other religious organizations and cults. They all intend that they know the Truth and they don't. None of them. So let's stop looking to them for any truth. The Truth is a monopoly held by GOD and as Jiddu Krishnamurti has put it, " a pathless land". Let's just accept it, accept ourselves as inadequate to understand truth and just follow GOD'S lead. And, that means, accepting what is, what will be, and what has been. Accepting that whether I want it or not is of no consequence to what will be. Accepting that GOD IS and not having to know everything and not having to search for anything or anyone to give you Truth.

Individual Will

How many things our out of the individuals control? Never mind what he is not aware of, but
including what he is aware of is completely out of his control. The illusion of control is there but that can be taken away in seconds. The illusion and belief that you have some control is rebellion against GOD. You have the choice that you can cross the street, but anything can stop you from crossing that street if that is the Will of GOD. You are permitted to cross the street as part of a plan. The way things are intended to go. Two brothers fall forty seven stories while washing windows and one is alive the other is dead. Science can try to prove which laws were in place that would allow one of the brothers to survive. Ultimately, one was spared by GOD and the other's fate was completed. Then you'll hear stories of how a woman spontaneously combusts in her living room while watching television and there is no scientific explanation available.

These incidences to me prove that all have a destiny and they will complete it regardless of personal wishes. One man shoots himself in the head with a shotgun blowing half his face away and yet he lives. It was planned for him to shoot himself in the face and it was planned that he would survive it. GOD knows everything about us, about what we would do, about how we would react, and much, much more. We know very little about ourselves in, imagine how we could possibly know anything about GOD, why things happen the way they do. But they happen. If they happen and GOD is and knows everything then it leads me to believe that he controls everything that is to happen and everything that will happen. We need not bother to judge why or if it's justified. We don't have the capacity to understand that because we are limited. Limited to what GOD wants us to know and see.

Why is it that a whole population can be enslaved by such few people? How is it that with a few maneuvers carefully calculated an entire world can be placed into slavery? Human beings who follow their ego-self are easily corrupted and are easily swayed to follow a certain direction. History has proven that men who have followed their hearts even in small numbers have set nations and whole peoples free from tyranny and slavery. Not easily corrupted and following a different order these men have proven that the only escape from slavery has been to follow the heart, let the Soul freely follow GOD. In doing so, have set themselves free and obtained the courage necessary to press forward and march over those who mean to buy us with promises of wealth and security. Moses is a great symbolic example of this equation. Accordingly, having access to all the wealth of Egypt, he chose to free a people and follow the LORD. When others might of said to hell with that give me wealth, a man stood up and had the courage to follow GOD and not the easy promised treasures of the world. He forsook it all to follow his heart. The real treasure is serving GOD. The treasures of the Earth are left behind, but GOD is the only before, after, and now. Nothing else.

People can only be enslaved when their ego-self is nourished and supported. What is the goal of life? To have a good job? To make good money? To have a nice house? It is to each person something different, to each person something of a discovery of what type of job, house, or how much wealth. We are helped though, to make these decisions by society, in today's world. Television plays a role, propagating that the goal of life is material wealth and power and fame. So people strive towards these ideals since the day they are able to speak and walk. And so this is what they are lead by from leaders and people we cannot see. It reminds me of the band Nirvana's "Nevermind" album cover, a child in a pool swimming towards a dollar. This is how we are enslaved. A person desiring money as the supreme above all will go to any lengths to get it and in getting it forsaking their Soul, GOD'S Will. They will go to extreme lengths and are so desperate for it that they can be lead and enslaved to the will of the people holding or creating that money. Above all if someone who comes along that is not lead by such an instrument as money, he is criticized by his fellow man and shunned by his family. This enormous pressure of peer influence and criticism is a heavy burden and above all influences a man to follow his ego-self in defiance of his Soul. Women and men have become prostitutes, men and women have become pimps, in the process of satisfying their material wants and pressures from society. It is the perfect ego machine. Self feeding and perpetuating until someone comes along who breaks it providing the example which awakens the Souls of others who are slumbering.

For instance you are happy if tomorrow you instantly win a million dollars. It would brighten up your day. Money is good to the ego-self. If the money goes tomorrow then you are unhappy, but getting the money had nothing to do with the ego-self but is part of the plan of the journey and it was necessary and then the taking away from you the money is part of the plan and has nothing to do with the ego. The greater good is not seen. What that experience might teach you in order for the necessary growth to occur that GOD sees. So all these self help books pander to your ego that you must be happy all the time. Like a child who must eat ice cream all the time. They are telling you, hey, you don't have to not go without eating ice cream. You can have ice cream all the time (happiness) as if they have the way and the means of doing it in their own life. All self help teachers are human and all of them bar none are not "happy" or "balanced" all the time. They don't have the control that they preach. So instead of the ego-self trying to dodge what life situations GOD plans for them, which is the real slavery and suffering, one must worship GOD and pay his respects by accepting, yes accepting, all that is given to him and taken from him. Because all the things that are taken from you and given to you are not yours. People buy self help books and go to these teachers so that they can change their lives or better their lives but that presumption is completely from an ego point of view. The ego that does not want what is happening to him or her. I liken it to when it happens to rain and we wish for the sun to come out. We have no idea what is good or bad and on this premise we are looking for what we want and not what is good for the trees, plants, etc.. No, we damn the weather and say, "what a terrible day it is". It must rain, it will rain, and if we can just accept the fact that is raining at this moment in our lives with "bad things" as we see it, we can accept GOD'S plan. In the greater picture it might not be bad but good for us, but because we are humans, we can only see this good with reflection after this time has passed and the fruit of this rain is seen.

Happiness, as we know it, is a personal thing. It is what the ego-craves or strives for. Self-gratification. The "the pursuit of happiness", as stated in the American Constitution, is exactly that, the pursuit. The actual happiness can not be something tangible for a person. You have the right to pursue happiness which is what everyone does, but happiness, as we know it, is only based on the conditions that we set forth, therefore conditional, therefore illusory. I will be happy if I become rich, if not, I will be unhappy. I will be in the pursuit of it until I get it. It is self-worship and nothing else. What if it's not in GOD'S plan for one to ever be happy in their life? Then we damn GOD and curse and blame. I know I have. I'm sure many people have, if not all. This is best represented, I think, in the Book of Job. Job has a family and wealth and is a very good person. He praises GOD everyday and gives his thanks. One day the Devil asks GOD, if you take away all that he has will he still love and praise you? GOD takes on the experiment, as told in the story, and begins to take away all wealth from Job and Job still praises GOD. Then GOD takes away his family and the distraught Job still praises GOD. GOD gives Job physical discomfort and disease and at one point Job can't take it anymore and finally curses GOD. GOD descends unto Job and reveals himself and basically tells Job, who are you to question ME or to know what's right or wrong for you. Can you do what I can do? Job in shame covers his face with ashes and realizes that either you love GOD unconditionally or there is no love at all. You cannot love GOD only if he gives you what you want. And, when GOD doesn't give you what you want we begin to look in other places. Basically thumbing our noses at the LORD. But, what we suddenly realize is there is no where to look, for the LORD controls and has created everything. GOD can give and GOD can take or neither or both etc.. It is completely in GOD'S control of what he has planned for your development. But not the you which has a name, and an occupation, and has a social security number, not, for the Soul. The real you was created to love GOD.

All that exists is part of GOD'S plan. Everything that happens is being pushed by GOD. That whatever we do, however things develop, even on a Universal scale and not just in the affairs of humans, it is GOD'S Will. And, every time we see something that makes us sick and upset, however grotesque it is to us, it is part of GOD'S plan. It is hard to understand this when we feel that GOD is a Loving Father. I don't understand it, but it's obviously something that is destined to occur for a reason or maybe no reason. We cannot see. Everything we know is from experience here on the Earth as human beings. We cannot begin to understand anything else. It is like walking around in a darken room. This is our level of intelligence. And, in walking around in the dark we cannot know what's in front of us until we walk right into it and even then on a limited basis. Why? I don't know. But, WHO put us into the room? Then walking around the room we feel that we are alone in the room. The sense that we are alone in the room gives birth to pride. Wow, look at us we came into this room, no one is here to check us, no one is here to contest us. We can do whatever we want. We are the lords of this room. If there is no one else around we must be the creator of this room. And exploration begins. Look what we have found we say everyday. Look what we have learned. We are getting smarter and smarter. We must not be getting smarter, but wait! We must be remembering everything we have forgotten. All the while the reality that we were created and that all the things we've discovered and learned were there before we found them or learned escapes us. Can we possible know THAT which was never created? Is THAT knowable? Does IT fall in the range of knowledge? This is why faith is so hard to have. Non-knowable, Non-visible, Non-nameable, Non-comprehended, Non-describable. The Devil's work is easy. And yet, we don't know if GOD is all those things either, or both. So, putting someone, or something, anything which is more tangible for us is easier to worship, to follow.

Real Freedom

The type of freedom, the real freedom, we never discuss in our society today is freedom of having no choice. Having no choice is the only freedom we all can have. Every other freedom that is thrown at us in it's place is no freedom at all. The only freedom we can have is to follow GOD.

Leaving the decision to GOD and trusting in GOD'S decision is what freedom is. Walking down a road ultimately you come to where it forks. Left or right? If I make a left I can see such and such might happen, if right I can see such and such happen. I can't see everything. I can't see that far. How do I follow GOD'S decision? The ONE who knows best. That is freedom. It doesn't matter which decision is made. Just make the choice which feels good. GOD speaks to us among other ways through our heart. That feeling we have inside of us that makes us feel that this is the right decision is a way of GOD talking to us.

The Soul inside of man wants to do what GOD want's it to do whatever that may be. And, in wanting to do what GOD wants it to do our Soul is at peace. When deciding on a route to take, two things talk, the Soul and the illusory ego. The Soul is created by our LORD. It follows the LORD intrinsically not as something that is expected of you by society. You must go to church and such. It doesn't follow the LORD out of obligation or fear that something bad will happen to it. No, it follows GOD because simply and absolutely the Soul loves GOD. It might be likened to a man following the woman he loves simply because he is madly in love with her and he will do whatever she asks. History is replete with such incidences. So, simply, when the Soul feels at peace or good it is following GOD'S Will. However, when it does not follow it does not feel at peace. This is why it is said that my conscience is bothering me. We, as a Soul, are not content with what we are doing, have done, or are about to do because it is not what GOD wants, the ego-self is in control. The Soul as stated before knows this intrinsically. Through and through. It's eye is always on what GOD Will's.

The ego-self believing it has freedom to choose is illusory because the Soul in a man has it's eye to the LORD'S plan. It always pull's the ego into making mistakes, tripping over itself, like a dog on a leash and that dog cannot move any further in the direction of it's will. Sometimes, and now in today's world very often, the ego pulls the Soul in the direction it wants because the Soul 's voice is drowned out. It can no longer hold the leash because the ego has been fed too much and it has grown. It want's money and power and sex for it's self. It follows none but the society and that society is run by the Devil Phenomenon. It is clearly evident that rebellion against GOD and work for the ego-self is the force driving our societies. All of them. Even the monasteries in Tibet are societies built by the ego-self. The thought that one can do something on their own to reach towards GOD or be like GOD or be one with GOD etc.. even those ideals are ideals for the ego. Salvation for the ego-self. If I do this or if I do that I will get closer to GOD or reach NIRVANA, whatever term it is given.

It is high time we start to listen to our hearts and do what will give us a clear, clean, conscience. This is why sometimes people throw themselves off bridges or what not. It is because they, their Soul, cannot live with their sinful ego-selves anymore. Their conscience is ripe with grief. The Soul is tortured because it is not free to follow the LORD.

There is a way for the Soul to regain it's hold on the ego-self. And that is through discrimination, through understanding , and through awareness of our individual will. Sin is following your will, rebelling against GOD'S Will. Redemption is being aware of this and to begin following your heart, the heart of the Soul, which want's to do it's part in following GOD.

To follow GOD is freedom and that means having no choice. To follow our selves or anything else gives us choice because we have to make the decisions and our decision is slavery. Choice is slavery. To have a choice means two or more and the only perfection is ONE. To have a choice means dependence on self and self independence is ego-self dependence and that is slavery of the Soul. But, GOD dependence is Soul depending on GOD and dependence on GOD is infallible and that is freedom. The freedom to not have to make any choices. For the Soul there is no choice, it must follow GOD. The Soul's freedom is the freedom to follow the LORD and that involves no choice and that is true freedom. Freedom is the Soul's freedom to follow GOD'S Will and following GOD'S Will is the freedom to be who you are. Not what society tells you you are or what you must be or must do but who you are in you very Soul. The installation of the ego-self by society is the chain and ball put onto the Soul thereby taking away it's freedom. That is the true freedom and the other is the true slavery.