The World Crashing Upon Me

I feel the world crashing upon me
as I look up high, I still see the sky
dripping tears fall from my eyes
feelings of the end is coming
upset by everything

my heart remains heavy,
captured of this damn levee
buried and ready to hide
with no one here I can confide
grant me the highest light of protection
as the sun shines so bright
all I can see is an empty reflection
I struggle with external pain
hopeful maybe... of positive gain
but then my heart is broken again
of a love gone astray
I am my own prey
decisions I have to make
they come from my heart
these emotions I cannot shake
only I don't know how much I can take
no one hears my silent screams

if you did, you'd think that it was too extreme
they remain inside
as the world crashes around me outside
I try never to let them show
feeling the turbulent flow
but still forced to fore go
only my heart remains so cold
my screaming inside withholds
and soon I will be out of control