Thinking Back

Thinking back,
Thinking back to that time,
Thinking back to those moments,
Thinking back to times easier,
Times past,
Wanting nothing more,
Nothing more to be held,
To be held by you,
To have that moment,
That moment of bliss,
I cannot get it out of my mind,
Out of my head,
Out of this feeling,
Out of my heart,
Out of it all,
I just want to feel,
Feel even a portion,
Even a portion of what I felt than,
I desperately seek it,
Desperately want it,
Desperately crave it,
As one craves air,
Water,
Some place to call one's own,
It's always been there,
Some part of who I am,
Love,
Dreams,
Hopes,
Belief,
Even when times were hard,
Dark,
Unreal,
Surreal,
And here I stand,
Stand here,
Looking out,
Looking back,
Wanting it,
Needing it,
Desiring it more,
And more than ever before,
Wanting to go back,
Back to that time,
When I felt it,
Saw it,
Was able to embrace it,
Love,
Passion,
Desire,
Everything,
I think back,
Think to those times,
Those times when you were,
When you were fully mind,
And my heart aches,
My heart aches,
Longing for,
Longing for your embrace,
Your kiss,
Your arms around me,
Around me holding me tight,
Holding me close,
Holding me through everything,
I think back,
And wonder,
Do you still think?
Do you still remember?
Do you still love me?
Do you think back?
As I am right now?