This is Not Ok

You know I have always been very careful in all that I do in order to protect the people that I care about but what happens when someone goes well over the edge and an innocent person becomes a target for fanatics.

When I was 7 my parents died in an accident, I was in turn raised by a loving Aunt and Uncle and my three cousins. they took me in without question and raised me as one of their own. when I was 26 I suffered from depression because I hadn't fully dealt with my parents death and I was working a high stress job my world was simply falling apart. my cousin who is more like a sister and only a few years younger then me is the reason I am still here. she pulled me out of this black hole, a never ending abyss that I was drowning in. no matter what life throws at me my cousin is there to help me or support me through it all as she says she can say what ever she wants about me but no else had better ha ha now to hear that come out of her is hilarious considering that I am 6 foot 5 and she is 5 foot three ha ha.

Another AC producer Taz wrote a piece on infighting and he mentioned that he knew very little about my cousin, most don't know alot about her and there is a reason for that, she is one of those people that does things not for recognition, but instead because it is simply the right thing to do. she works with young people. kids that have gone astray and landed themselves in trouble with the law, she also mentors kids in school, she does outreach as a volunteer for young people every week even in the dead of winter she is out on the basketball court with the kids, she does cell support for those that are considered "at Risk" that have been arrested and will often sit for 8 to 10 hours at a time keeping these people calm or looking after children of those that have been arrested until a family member or child protection can come to the station and pick them up (this is a volunteer role too) she works on a suicide prevention line, has spent hours at hospitals supporting victims of abuse or violence. 16 hours a day she is working on this or that and at the same time is raising two little boys of her own. she is always the first to put her hand up if someone needs help yet refuses to step forward to take credit for the amazing job that she does.

if you ask her why she does all this she will tell you " because no one should ever have to suffer alone"

Ever since I have been involved with Jason Burkett it has been one obstacle after another, normally not to much of a problem but this time it went way to far when my cousin was dragged into things in not only a verbal way but in a physical way, now I want to be clear this has nothing to do with Jason or Michael what I am about to say is what happens when others that are fanatics get out of hand. I have been threatened since the very beginning and I always thought well it comes with the territory if you are going to get involved in these type of cases then there are always going to be those that have to be a pain in the ass and make out they are tough but with advances in technology people all over the world are connected. in July my cousin was attacked by someone claiming to be looking for me on behalf of a supporter of one of these boys, she was confronted then assaulted because she refused to divulge any information on my where abouts.

now as far as I am concerned this is well and truly stepping over the line. rumors and accusations that have been flying around fine thats your choice and I am a big boy so I can handle that. but to have an innocent person attacked to prove your point that has taken things beyond support to just plain violent, cowardly and pathetic. the perpetrator of this assault was arrested and we know where it began because lets face it gutless cowardly people always crack and spill when questioned. so I know who you are and where you are and I am warning you that this will never happen again or I will start to spill what I know and your not going to like what I know.

THIS IS NOT A GAME, YOU WANT ME THEN COME AFTER ME AND LEAVE MY FAMILY ALONE.