Tides Upon the Shore

R.C.Ryder 12/13/2010

I'm here, and I'm waiting, 4 some kind of answer 2 my questions,
silence is all that I hear...
I'm here, and I'm wading, thru the tides upon the shore,
and I'm living within my fear...

Is there time 2 turn that tide around,
or am I doomed 2 live my life this way?...
Shall I swim or shall I drown,
will this pain that I feel ever go away?...

Trying 2 B so happy,
it's getting harder and harder each day...
Trying 2 B a good daddy,
how can I when my child I cannot even play?...

I'm here, and I'm waiting, 4 some-1 2 tell me why,
no-1 can tell me a word...
I'm here, and I'm wading, thru the tides upon the shore,
have all prayers just gone unheard?...

Wading thru the tides upon the shore...
Wading thru the tides upon the shore...

Oh, take me away if this is not meant 2 B,
take me 2 a place where my sins can B 4given...
Take me away if I am some monster that U C,
take me away, this ain't the life that is worth living....

I'm here, and I'm waiting, 4 some kind of answer 2 my questions,
silence is all that I hear...
I'm here, and I'm wading, thru the tides upon the shore,
and I'm living within my fear...
I'm here, and I'm waiting, 4 some-1 2 tell me why,
no-1 can tell me a word...
I'm here, and I'm wading, thru tides upon the shore,
have all my prayers just gone unheard?...
have all my prayers just gone unheard?...