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Time

CJMathis
Where has all my time gone
Why can I not find it
I once was young and loved life true
But now am old and scared of you

Time was on my side years ago
I could do everything I wanted to
Now it slides by quickly each day
Night falls and fears of dying come into to play

I fear the night when demons roam
Why is it always when I am alone
I fear the reaper coming my way
Why can't I live forever and a day

I wish hard that immortal beings were real
I want to live forever that's the deal
No I don't need to be young and beautiful
Just alive and loving the light

Time is a joker
He moves to quick
Playing the joke
In the end you are usually sick

The pain of death is what I fear
I want to live forever here
No matter if there is a heaven or hell
I just want to stay right here in this world

I don't seek heaven or hell at all
Just the life I have that is enough for me
Please reaper stay away
Keep a distance for longer

I hope you understand
I have no need be your friend
Because if I embrace you
Then it will be my end.

Published by CJMathis

CJ is an avid travler who enjoys sharing her travel experiences, tips, and fun. Living in Central Oregon on a small ranch with her husband, 3 horses, 6 dogs, daughter and grand-daughter she is living her dr...   View profile

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  • Vincent Summers 6/24/2009

    Your poem contained two special insights for me. One - that night brings fears of death. Since I now have a couple of medical conditions and take some reasonably potent medications, I feel very bad many nights, tossing and turning, with RLS, and wonder how long I will live. Two - you mention wanting to remain on the earth. It's funny how many people (not isolating you) talk about going to heaven when they die, when they want to live on earth. Scriptures point to earth! "The Meek Shall Inherit the Earth."

  • MJ 6/7/2009

    Deep poem, CJ. But you've accumulated quite a few treasures along the way...who love you.Enjoy the NOW a bit more; it's there, waiting.:)

  • Shannon Lausch 6/5/2009

    Wow! Powerful, beautiful poem!

  • Lisa Curcio 6/5/2009

    Beautiful poem!

  • Tamara McRill 6/1/2009

    Beautiful poem. It resonates deep, in an almost scary way.

  • Sheryl Young 6/1/2009

    Strong and scary. Yet, embracing God, there is no fear of death.

  • Sheri Fresonke Harper 5/30/2009

    Very strongly written, time is scary to many people especially as it closes in :) Sheri

  • cheryl m brown 5/30/2009

    Very moving. Great job on this!

  • Sunshine 5/30/2009

    Great Poem!

  • Thomas J McCabe 5/30/2009

    Wonderful, yet thought - provoking poem, CJ.

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