Too Soon to Say: A Poem

I can't wait anymore,
for it's been too long.
I don't desire to lose you,
but I want to say goodbye.

I recall I am stalling,
missing out on too much.
I don't want to not know,
but I fear it's too soon.

I think I am happier with,
then simply without.
I need to plan for my future,
and not for your tomorrows.

I need to let you go,
but pain will rest in my heart.
I don't want to lose the love,
the one that used to be ours.

It might be too soon,
too soon to say goodbye.
It is is I am not sorry,
for you should have seen it coming.

I have given you chances,
You were given time.
You took me for granted,
thinking things would never change.

I don't want to leave you,
knowing it's best I will.
I don't want it to be too soon,
too soon to say goodbye.

Some say time doesn't change things,
change happens in you.
But if it's too soon to tell you goodbye,
I hope it's not to late.