Unbendable, Unbreakable

I sit in a corner in a room with no walls
Look in the mirror and watch the tears fall
Numb to the core but still hurting inside
Longing for a love that has died

I try to move on, think of all of the bad
Watching myself slowly go mad
Counting the minutes til the day finally ends
Wake up to start all over again

I'd be easier to hate you
It'd be easier if I just didn't care
But my love is unbendable, unbreakable
And that really doesn't seem quite fair.

I hear your voice on the phone, press it close to my ear
Pretending that soon you'll be holding me near
You say you'll call me later and I know that you lie
Yet when you don't I lay in bed and I cry

I pretend that I'm strong, not the least bit fazed
Thoughts of you fill my mind and I become dazed
Stare out of the window and look for your car
Trying to tell myself I don't know who you are

It'd be easier to hate you
It'd be easier if I just didn't care
But my love is unbendable, unbreakable
And that really doesn't seem quite fair.