Unbreakable Crystal-Ode to Mom

More often the herald earning regard
that stands placidly watching over the tides of rampant fury,
or even better-gentle sloping-like the songs of peace sung from the earth angel,
and melodies ringing out to hinder hostility.

Likewise you have killed the demeaning remarks you've heard with your spoken
battle of justice.
Lead our very existence with knowledge surpassing the philopsher knocking on the door- it will not open unless you allow me to take everything for granted.
I might try and not succeed, but you have given me the satisfaction of welcoming failure with another chance at bat.

Hours over necessities occasionally reap annoyance from me, but in my heart I know what's best for us, and if I took away all I could see I would not go blind-it would just be my thoughtlessness getting the best of me.
Praying every attitude ceases error the moment my heart explodes in anger is doing your job, and I apologize for setting you in discord with my hurtful mouth.
What I have done and what I will do are not sisters, and wish not to be considered friends.
The force of love defeats plastic.