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I love you
to the moon and back
I love you
so I cut you some slack
I love you
Maybe, more than I love me
I love you
however much that may be
I love you
in the early hours
I love you
more than I love flowers
I love you
in the dark or light
I love you
when it's late at night
I love you
in my mind, soul, heart
I love you
with no end or start

*I just wanted to tell you that I hope you're not thinking thjat anything you've read means I'm giving up on telling you I want to tell you. What we both know you want me to tell you. What I feel and so, should tell you. It;'s just that I wanted you to know how hard it is for me, is all. And I wanted to ask you not to make it any harder. Because, people have said to me "What do you expect in return?" I hope you don't ask me that. I seriously hope you realize that I don't necesseril expect anything from you, but, come on, what do you think I want you to say? If you told me what I'm going to tell you, wouldn't you want me to say the same? Part of the reason it's hard for me is because I'm scared you won't. No matter what I know to be true, based on things I've heard, see, things I now know and can't un learn, a part of me is still scared you won't. I hope you understand where I'm coming from. Anyways, relax, this was written at 6:40 P.M. ish on April 20th, and when you are supposed to see me is the 21st. Still with me? Okay, no more for you to read rightnow. Have a good night. :) *